triplicate-femme

.swine flu.

2009-05-21T01:23:00.004+08:00

AKU MINTAK2 KORANG 2 CINS KENE SWINE FLU!!!!!!

YOU FUCKED UP.

.NB.CB.KNN.

I HATE DEY WAY YOU TALK TO MY BF AS THO HE IS ANAK ABU! TALK TO HIM AS AN ADULT, YOU ARE SUCH REAL ASSHOLES WITH FUCKED UP ATTITUDE. NO WONDER PEOPLE HATE PPL LIKE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

SUKER MAKAN BABI KAN..AH MINTAK2 LAA KORANG MATI PASAL BENDA KOTOR YANG KORANG MAKAN. BABI FLU.

-LiNNie-

.buzz off.

2009-04-29T00:11:00.002+08:00

a random conversation which turned out to be a supportive one.

im nt gonna show some of my piece.

-[ ridzy ]- says:
they can do that only coz u allow them to
-[ ridzy ]- says:
aiya ppl like this will always be ard la
-[ ridzy ]- says:
how to cope do alone
-[ ridzy ]- says:
you are not in school to win friends
-[ ridzy ]- says:
dun worry abt anyone else but ueself
-[ ridzy ]- says:
they not gonna feed u
-[ ridzy ]- says:
take it easy ar
-[ ridzy ]- says:
dun care abt these kinda ppl
-[ ridzy ]- says:
impt is points and getting thru degree
-[ ridzy ]- says:
den dats it
-[ ridzy ]- says:
can buzz off oreadi
❤linnie❤triplicates❤darlings❤ipi❤ .dear halifi, u dun hv to keep askin me.just buy it! hahahaha. says:
i shared wif mama bout dis.
❤linnie❤triplicates❤darlings❤ipi❤ .dear halifi, u dun hv to keep askin me.just buy it! hahahaha. says:
i noe she feels kinda upset dat i go tru dis crap
❤linnie❤triplicates❤darlings❤ipi❤ .dear halifi, u dun hv to keep askin me.just buy it! hahahaha. says:
n my results hv nt been good.
-[ ridzy ]- says:
its ok
-[ ridzy ]- says:
my results also horrible
-[ ridzy ]- says:
but as long as u get thru degree its ok
-[ ridzy ]- says:
urnot taking honors
-[ ridzy ]- says:
so its not so bad
-[ ridzy ]- says:
janji degree
-[ ridzy ]- says:
coz work.. they dun care abt grades
-[ ridzy ]- says:
jus get thru it
❤linnie❤triplicates❤darlings❤ipi❤ .dear halifi, u dun hv to keep askin me.just buy it! hahahaha. says:
almost done.
-[ ridzy ]- says:
gd2❤linnie❤triplicates❤darlings❤ipi❤ .dear halifi, u dun hv to keep askin me.just buy it! hahahaha. says:
left 4 more modules.
❤linnie❤triplicates❤darlings❤ipi❤ .dear halifi, u dun hv to keep askin me.just buy it! hahahaha. says:
to do better

-LiNNie-

.let him be safe.

2009-04-25T00:52:00.002+08:00

As of Now (25.04.09 @0052hrs), i have to force myself to stay awake n focus by DRINKING COKE.

yes u got dat right. as much as ii dislike coke, i'm hook to it coz i need caffeine to stay awake. sumhw or rather, drinking coffee at nite makes me sleepy. i will juz take a nap, n my nap will be until de next morning. cehhh!

sunday is coming, n soon another paper will be over. i hate exams. de mugging, de stress, de "mampos-aku-brain-block"..

i still hv more to cover. mati mati mati. RMSC. Resource Management & the Supply Chain. Mr John Knight, U BETTER PASS ME siaaa! cehhh.

n ouhhhhh!! i'm soooo excited! i juz bought dis thing laa..waiting for payment to be made..i shall not disclose anything. *grrrrrriiiiiinnnnnnnnnnnnsssss*

*Please guide him throughout his journey. Please return him to me de same way wen he left. Insya Allah*

-LiNNie-

.random.

2009-04-20T02:32:00.002+08:00

I AM SO TAKING URGENT LEAVE TODAY (21st April 2009)!!!

the reason is, i have yet to complete my business law assignment. heck!

im surprised dat im quite awake at dis time. so is my boyfren. hah.

i think must be de coke laaa. or de super hot weather~!

ok chiao chin chee!

-LiNNie-

.yak yak yak.

2009-04-11T23:48:00.003+08:00

1 down. just hope i'll pull thru de 2nd time.

another one in approx 12hours. another late nite.

blogging is another source where i'll let it out.

tho i'm "recovering" from de pms, it sure irritates de hell out of me. it gets on my nerves.

as of now, i shall not be mentioning any names. dun even ask me hu am i referrin to.

i guez, itz about time, dat i should think bout my own work & not being "dependent" on any1. if any1 would think of me dat way.

maybe, sumhw, sum1 will juz think of me dat way.

& i think, i should juz keep my distance frm u from nw on. to avoid misunderstanding.

to my darlings,
it has neva been dis long since we last contacted. we neither chat, mgs nor hang out for de longest time ever. i wonder hw hv u gerls been ?

to my triplicates,
as much as i miss my darlings, i miss de both of uu too. esp u liana. i wish u both well.

*ur such a yak yak yak yak*

-LiNNie-

.090409.

2009-04-09T22:21:00.002+08:00

I hate it wen i feel intimidated or inferior towards sum1 hu is clever or maybe sum1 hu made me feel i'm stupid.

As tho, i'm too stupid dat i'm not up to standard as a Degree student.

You may see me as lazy, coz i always spend time outside.

You may see me as a failure, coz i can't even pull tru 2 module, n i have to repeat dem.

You may see me as a "i-cant-be-bothered", yes, i may show dat attitude, but wen i noe i need to do smth, i will do it. n i'll make sure i do it. just dat ii dun go ard showing ppl how stressed i am.

Doesnt mean i dun show it, means i dun feel/show any importance towards my studies.

I've been hvin bad weeks. I've venting it out on my boyfren. At times, it gets too much for me to handle everything. de emotions. de stress. It feels like a "balloon is filled with water, too heavy to carry de weight of de water. & u can see/feel itz gonna burst anytime, spilling all de water".

DAT IS HOW I AM FEELING RITE NOW.

You dun have to give me dose unneccessary intimidation feeling. I dun need dat.

N please, i still feel as tho ur "indirectly" blaming me for wat happen. Get over it laa. Cmon.

Thanks to Muhd.Halifi, for being dere.
For being de lite wen i was in darkness.
For being de smile to my face wen i was weeping.
For being ever so patient over dese few wks.

Thank you for just giving me non-stop advices & unconditional love.

I will remember ur advice..
"There are 3 types of ppl, 1 with low confidence, with confidence and 1 hu is over confident"
"Be confident by keeping ur morale high"

Much love to u.

& I just hope i can meet my triplicates, darlings & etp lepak kakis very soon.
Itz been so lonng....

-LiNNie-

.April.

2009-03-31T22:21:00.002+08:00

I've been itching to blog, just that I am too lazy to do it.

Fatimah is back from her Bangkok trip! More reasons for me to drop by her desk & disturb her. heh. You better get for me something girl. & I miss you laaa! hehehe.

Liana & Fatimah, biler mauu kluar ?? Ahhh cakap sajer...Batang hidung pun tkde. hehe.

280309, ETP peeps meet up on Nazrul's (YB) engagement. It was a joyous occasion, knowing that a supervisor is finally engaged, at the same time, meeting the old peeps. Ouh how much I miss them & I miss ETP. No doubt about it.

I shall now declare, I have to cut down on my lepakking & meeting boyfren days. Ouh god! I wonder how I'm going to go through April, with exams back to back.
11april - IMEV Supp Paper
12april - MA Mid-test
18April - SM Exam
26April - RMSC Exam

In between those dates, I still have my Bridging lessons & assignments submissions.

Dee darling,
I could sense there was something wrong going on that Saturday. Your actions, the way you talk, how quiet you were, it tells it all. I just don't wanna make it worse for you. I hope you are feeling better now.

I am still very much in love with Muhd Halifi.
Thank you for tolerating my cranky, groggy times.
Please let me say this, IF it happens, insya Allah, can I have Beetle / Cooper as jaminan ? hahahahaha.

Peeps I miss:
The Triplicates
The Darlings
ETP lepak kakis(Muhaimin, Shahroum, Jumadi, Aliman, Syawal, Eb, Is, Yammie!!)
Muhd Halifi

-LiNNie-

Fall Out Boy is coming to town - 10Feb09

2009-01-29T00:38:00.010+08:00

This week will be Fall Out Boy songs week as we need to practice becoz.....
we are going to FALL OUT BOY CONCERT!!!!! woohooo...
so gear up and sing ur lungs out on 10Feb Singapore Indoor Stadium...

So Liana are you goin??? plz doooo!!!!!!!!

Dee&LiNNie ..check out the songs that i manage to find and practice ok?! keke...
ouh Dee, i already took the tixs check tht out!! woohoo..

What shall i wear? hmmz...

Enjoy Ladies...!

signing off

ELmyra Azaliah

.nervous breakdown.

2009-01-23T11:40:00.003+08:00

my stress level has reached its peak.

management of quality is not easy.

i'm having a nervous breakdown.

i hate de feeling of not being able to make it.

feels like fucking hell of a shit.

i'm totally having a nervous breakdown.

i just need to let it out.

ouh fuck laaaa!

-LiNNie-

.ippie yippie ai ai.

2009-01-21T00:57:00.003+08:00

Nurul Fadzlin is very much in Love with Muhd Halifi

fullstop.

-LiNNie-

.happi 2009.

2009-01-01T04:13:00.011+08:00

dis post was meant to be on new year. but my ultimate laziness strucked me. heh.

so here goes my "outdated" new year posting.

It would be a lie if i sae my 2008 was sucky ? urm.. actualli, at certain point of time, yes it was. nevertheless, 2008 was also year filled with so much lufter, smiles, crappiness & joy!

Friends, they have been great! The pillar of my daily lufter, happiness, annoyance & irritants. haha.

.hahahaha.cracks me up wen ii look at dis pic laaa.

.my triplicates love.

.de very last pic wif yam on her departure dae.

.etp hearts.

And ouh!!! I've got my driving licence! woohoo! but class3A, mcm kentals. but wth! as of date, 3 more daes, ppl sae "P-Plate Jatohhhhhh!!" heehee.

2009, so far has been great too! u noe i noe, but nt all of uu noe. heck to ppl hu commented on his looks or attitude or wat not. or maybe, some ppl will sae "cepat siak nie fadzlin move on, daa ader matair baruu.", "baruu break daa aderr matair baruu..", to dose ppl hu thinks like dat, guez wat? I DUN EFFING CARE BOUT IT! hurhurhur.

*Beauty Lies in the Eyes of the Beholder*

Chaio Chin Chee! *wth* hurhur.

-LiNNie-

.DEADLINES & I'M DEAD.

2008-12-08T22:05:00.003+08:00

It has been a very draggy long long long long...SUPER LONG weekends for me...

I did nothing except for assignments, assignments & more assignments....

My DEADlines as follows:

MQ
Assignment 1 - Due Date: 6Dec - DONE

Assignment 2
Part A - Due Date: 20Nov - DONE
Part B - Due Date: 10Jan - 1/2 DONE!

IMEV
Case Analysis - Due Date: 16Nov - DONE

Online Debate
Part A - Due Date: 30Nov - DONE
Part B - Due Date: 3Dec - DONE
Part C - Due Date: 8Dec - NOT YET!!!!!

Essay - Due Date: 24Dec - 5 to be completed !!!!!

Intro to MGT
Essay - Due Date: 9Dec - 3/4 DONE.

See my schedule ?? OMG. wat have I done to my life ? Am I a slave to my boooks or wat ??
I'm veri much putting aside all de unnecessary things for now.

"R u ok ? Dun sound like u ? I just can feel like. Like you r stressed out coz of werk, sch and all de stress bout ijan." To you, thank uu.

I'm nt feeling any better tho. I'm too shagged, tired and extremely exhausted right now.

-LiNNie-

A Sober Story from my side - My turn

2008-12-03T21:54:00.003+08:00

I was reading both of your entries late at night yesterday and yes you girls make me cried till i fall asleep. While reading, all the painful moments in my life all due to broken heart just keep flashing in my head. Man! how i hate it so much to be in that stage! tell me about it. And surprise i still do.

Every night i have to suffer to make my brain stop thinking about him over and over again, cry till my eyes sore and my head hurts till i fall asleep. Once the sun came up, over and over again i need to pick myself up every tiny pieces of me to place a smile and saying to myself infront of the mirror "Today is going to be better day!". And yet as usual at the back of my brain i knew that the pain is still dere, the pain of a broken heart.

So finally a day came whereby the phone rings and it is the ringtone that was personally set for him was ringing.. the heart jumps and the eyes twinkle and yet i pretended to be normal while picking up the call at the same time was asking alot of question and one common question "Why did he call?" Once the voice you have been prolong to hear finally came true.. and yes a little bit of missing him just being cure. And he just want to know how you are doing and all.. generally the answer is i am doing fine and normal. Hell no that i am going to say how sober i am and blah2.. and the phonecall is over, And i ask myself will there be another one?

Ironically yes, and weirdly we met and bam! things just go back like before, holding hands, hugging and kssing and yet both of us knew that the truth is the relationship is over and why in the world we are doing this. But yet no one actually stop. Simply say that we missed each other thats why.

When the day is all done, then comes all the dissapointment come running by as you knew dat life still go on and he will not come back to you. So i make my way home alone crying and felt angry with myself for being stupid and just cant deal with my own emotions.

So dats me.. making mistakes over and over again

keep finding positive thoughts so as to kill this pain that im feeling.

So Fadzlin, if u need a shoulder to cry on.. you know who to find.. we will always be dere for you..
You able to go through this and you will definitly fall in love again. And dat guy will be better then the previous one.

Liana im glad thing works out for you and baiscally im happy for you. Anw dont work to hard alrite..
Tommie u better dont break her heart twice and i will break every inch of your limps!

WE are strong ladies so things will work out fine and the MR RIGHT will come by soon .. explore the world and dont give up.

Love you ladies and see you soon!

Liana your pressie waiting for you. :P

Love
Azaliah

.goodbye.

2008-12-03T10:46:00.003+08:00

It's a shame that it had to be this way
It's not enough to say I'm sorry
It's not enough to say I'm sorry

Maybe I'm to blame
Or maybe were the same
But either way I can’t breathe
Either way I can’t breathe

All I had to say is goodbye
Were better off this way
Were better off this way

I'm alive but I’m losing all my drive
Cause everything were been through
And everything about you
Seemed to be a lie
A guiltless twisted lie
It made me learn to hate you
Or hate myself for letting it pass by

All I had to say is goodbye
Were better off this way
Were better off this way
All I had to say is goodbye
Were better off this way
Were better off this way

And every, everything isn't only
What it seemed so hold these
Words that you never told me
Its time to say goodbye
Its time to say goodbye
Its time to say goodbye
Goodbye

Take my hand away
Spell it out
Tell me I was wrong
Tell me I was wrong

___________________________________________________________________

LianaLin,
Thank you. Your post touched me and made me tear. It made me think of what went wrong between me & him.

I wanted to see the world.
I wanted you to see the world.
I wanted to meet new people.
I wanted you to meet new people too.

But...

I wanted you to be with me.
& I noe datz what you wanted too.

At the same time...

I blinded myself to see you being right there in front of me.
Refusing to accept the fact that you were ACTUALLY there.

I know how much pain I have put you through.
I know how much I have made you cried.

With...

All .... I'm just lost of words ....

I failed to make you happy for the 3rd time..
You were just like Liana.
She waited for Zul.
You waited for me.
Zul came back, but not me.

Am I such a failure in this ?

As you slowly walked away that morning, till now, our memories are still in my heart.
All I wanted from you is to keep those memories close to your heart. But you chose to return it all back to me. It is like throwing the shits back at my face.

Liana, you are one strong woman. Proud of you.

*Memories are meant to be kept & not thrown away*

-LiNNie-

- i miss u -

2008-12-02T21:20:00.006+08:00

Hello triplicates,
truth be told.. i miss u guys..

i hv so many things to share w both of uu,
bt time were nv on our side..

.. i don't knw why im feeling rather solemn now,
probably aft readin linnie's last post..
i don't know wad ur gg thru,
or wads happening in ur life right now..

but for some reason,
i sorta knw the pain ur feeling..
and the emptiness..

as much as i wish i cud advise to make things better,
but at tt point when i was in a rut,
i nv took a second to consider wad ppl are pointin out to me,
or advising me..

coz noone really knows..
the pain frm the cut in ur heart..
hear the cries u cry every night..
reliving the memories..ur tears wun even dry,
..and thru it all..
noone knws..
a part of u just die...

i got my life back.
coz i was lucky,
the boy i loved.. for so long..
he came back..
and there i was..
alive..
he made me ... me again.

and all i did..
all i did was pray..
a silent prayer every night..
to give me my life back..
and there he was..
and tho he took far too long..
but there he was.
he's the one..
and i knw i was right all along..

god made him the one..
to give me my life..
coz he was my life.
and only zul can be my life.

noone will ever get it.
noone will ever understand why i make my decisions.
but really, honestly..
i nv care wad ppl say, not one bit.

whats more to understand?
why judge me.
why judge him.
coz all im doing is loving.
coz if being w him is wrong..
i really never wanna be right,
ever..

Linnie..

Follow ur heart.

If u have the will to fight..

Fight.. no matter hw many rounds u hv to take..

hu cares if ppl say its not right..

But if deep inside u knw he's gonna kill u eventually..

Run..

Just run away..

Say a lil prayer every night.
As much as i wud for you..
Coz trust me..
Only god knows...

I dun get to see u at all nowadays..
Bt I really hope ur dreams will come true when i see u nxt..

And Fatimahhh..
i miss u dearly..
i miss my triplicates so much..

Let's go bowling some time..
=)

Yours truly,
LianaLin finally deciding to update..

.loosing my senses.

2008-11-29T09:45:00.002+08:00

My tears run down like razorblades
And no, I'm not the one to blame
It's you ' or is it me? And all the words we never say
Come out and now we're all ashamed
And there's no sense in playing games
When you've done all you can do

But now it's over, it's over, why is it over?
We had the chance to make it
Now it's over, it's over, it can't be over
I wish that I could take it back
But it's over

I lose myself in all these fights
I lose my sense of wrong and right
I cry, I cry
It's shaking from the pain that's in my head
I just wanna crawl into my bed
And throw away the life I led
But I won't let it die, but I won't let it die

But now it's over, it's over, why is it over?
We had the chance to make it
Now it's over, it's over, it can't be over
I wish that I could take it back

I'm falling apart, I'm falling apart
Don't say this won't last forever
You're breaking my heart, you're breaking my heart
Don't tell me that we will never be together
We could be, over and over
We could be, forever

I'm falling apart, I'm falling apart
Don't say this won't last forever
You're breaking my heart, you're breaking my heart
Don't tell me that we will never be together
We could be, over and over
We could be, forever

It's not over, it's not over, it's never over
Unless you let it take you
It's not over, it's not over, it's not over
Unless you let it break youIt's not over

___________________________________________________________________

It went wrong once.
It went wrong the 2nd time.
I wonder what went wrong for the 3rd time.

Is it you ? Or is it just me ?
Is it because I don't want to let go of the past ?
Please tell me what, why, who and how ?

Why can't appreciate your presence ?
When you decided to let go, why do I feel the emptiness ?
WHY ???!!!
I am not myself. I can't decide. I can't think.

I'm loosing my senses.

-LiNNie-

.loosing time & hope.

2008-11-26T23:05:00.006+08:00

I don't wanna drag it here.

Too many outstanding billings, too many credit notes to settle. And it's the end month when finance are doing their closing.

I tried to much to be "perfect" in the billing, yet, I have to issue credit notes. The HE don't want to sign the CN as he wants ME to verify with CSM. When HE is the ACCOUNT HOLDER for CSM. The recurring problems were brought up to the CEO.

The BOSS helped me verbally, not SHOW me. THANKS. Finance people are now "chasing" me for the outstanding invoices and credit notes.

To make it worse, I flunked my ACCOUNTING exam - which means I have to REPEAT the module with REPEAT FEES.

The failure has dampen me.

I'm feeling too pressurized & stressed by all these.

This semester just has too many DEADLINES. I'm stuck here NOwhere.

I'm loosing my patience each day.

I'm loosing time and hope.

.Dun test my tiny bit of patience that I'm left with right now. Period.

*To the following ppl: Shikin, Hidah, Fahmi, Azhari, Ijan & Abg Wadi - thank you, for at least listening to me ranting on and on about all these shits*

-LiNNie-

.a close one.

2008-10-29T23:33:00.002+08:00

Friends, how would you react, if tonight or tomorrow you'll find out that I met with an accident ? A BAD ACCIDENT.

Please, tell me.

Here's what happened. I was on the way to Tampines with a friend from school, we were at this junction from Bedok Reservoir. This big bus, something like a tour bus was on the left lane. For goodness sake, we were all turning right. And this bus just got to cut into my lane sharply. IT WAS A RIGHT BEND TURN! Can you imagine, right in front of your eyes, you see the big bus cutting into your lane, next you see the bus was a little bit off the road and it was a little bit out of control ?

I'm a lil shaken tho. I keep imagining things. Like, what if the bus falls onto my car ? What will happen to me & my friend ? Another life is in my hand. If anything happen to her, I will feel at my worse.

Friends, who ride or drive, please, take care of yourself. You don't want anything to happen especially another life is in your hand.

Thank you very nice.

-LiNNie-

.annoyance.

2008-10-08T13:40:00.003+08:00

Let me tell you something.

I can't stand some people in the office anymore. They are bunch of "balls-carriers" with their "Dugong". Seriously.

I can't stand the way YOU talk to me and the way you are treating the SP right now! You treat them like piece of trash. When they did something wrong to your shipment, you make a big fuss out of it. Shout here and there, like YOU owned the office. Ei blardy hell, there are other people around. Not only people from your DEPARTMENT, but others. If you don't respect yourself, respect the others who needs PEACE while working. When YOU cock up your own shipment, YOU don't dare to own up! YOU pushed it to the SP. Where is your ACCOUNTABILITY black ?

There was one time YOU said this to me "Fadzlin good luck to you". YOU asked me to arrange for 2 urgent delivery, when 1 of them is your own FAULT. YOU pushed it to me ???? Where is your ACCOUNTABILITY black ? After I arranged for you, it was late, you shout at me across the office ?? YOU ASKED ME FOR HELP, YET I GOT SHOUTED AT ????

You think you are 1 bigg fuck ? Guess what ?? THE NON OFFICE PROFESSIONALISM was inherited from your DUGONG. GO KISS HER ASS AH! angkat buah nyerr org!

We are waiting for the time to bring you down. REALLY DOWN. It is not just us, but inc the SP.

.MF.

-LiNNie-

.sad liao..

2008-09-29T13:07:00.003+08:00

just as ii hv found a motivation to go to werk, it gotta dampened de spirits!

DAMN!!!

my favboy will be transferred to ground handlin w.e.f. from tmr! wth.
no more casper here casper dere! wth.
no more calling him everydae! wth.
no more jokes wif him! wth.
no more "help mee laaa"! wth.

SUPER WHAT THE HELL!!

sadddddd liaooooooo!!

-LiNNie-

.when is boss is away.

2008-09-23T16:45:00.002+08:00

when de boss is away........
dis is wat ii do........

1. e-buddy (apparently my msn in de office is nt werkin)
2. frenster (& i keep viewing de same pg)
3. blog-hopping (top blog viewed: Diana's & Nona's)

just happen de boss is away again todae.....
i'm sooo mendak.....

1. i find myself typin jobsdb.com & jobstreet.com.
so yeahh plannin to change job laa. mendak siol kat sini!!
i need a better work environment. perhaps, changi airport. i need on de ground kinda job. i'm not de kind of person hu sits in de office laa. super figitive.

sum1 has been pretty motivating. good. "cmon fadzlin keep de brain werkin" mangkok.

2. blog-hopping & ii hope sum random websites bout ur personality & names & watnot.

What Your Socks Say About You

You Are:

- Always hyper
- Very amusing
- Known as friendly
- Quite silly

true enuff ? next..

What Fadzlin Means

You are loving, compassionate, and ruled by your feelings.
You are able to be a foundation for other people... but you still know how to have fun.
Sometimes your emotions weigh you down, but you generally feel free from them.

You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection.
You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive.
You have the classic "Type A" personality.

You are balanced, orderly, and organized. You like your ducks in a row.
You are powerful and competent, especially in the workplace.
People can see you as stubborn and headstrong. You definitely have a dominant personality.

You are incredibly wise and perceptive. You have a lot of life experience.
You are a natural peacemaker, and you are especially good at helping others get along.
But keeping the peace in your own life is not easy. You see things very differently, and it's hard to get you to budge.

You are relaxed, chill, and very likely to go with the flow.
You are light hearted and accepting. You don't get worked up easily.
Well adjusted and incredibly happy, many people wonder what your secret to life is.

You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing.
You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long.
You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start.

You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people.
You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts.
You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals.

What's" Your Name's Hidden Meaning?

nw..up to uu to judge..hurhur.

-LiNNie-

.ORD OHHHHH!!.

2008-09-11T23:54:00.011+08:00

another phase of my life, went tru almost a yr wif an ex-boyfren hu served NS. n finally, hes free frm being a national servant.

de guys frm 125 intake, baseguard, some frens ii made along the wayy..

frm complete strangers to short talk to complete lufter and happiness..

saw hw much (well, nt dat much, but yeahh..) dey have argue over small things (like small kids), but didnt took long to get over it, hw dey sabo-ed each other, hw dey do silly things together..live life like gays in camp..hurhurhur!

ok..enuff bout de guys laa ehh..

FADZLIN JAKON ii shall sae..sungguh JAKON!! *jumps jumps jumps* we saw suzhairie sumari juz nw..wahhduhhh! like meltin like dat saw him in person..

One Ques: HOW CAN ANYONE NOT NOE SUZHAIRIE SUMARI ?? HURHURHUR

coz ii hv 1 kental fren hu doesnt noe hu is suzhairie.

.hulermak! hw lucky can ii get ?. JAKON!.

.told ya..live life like gays.

.de last silly thing.

Dear Shanizan,

This is especially for you. U have served the NS. 11sept08 marks ur ORD day. i'm veri sure ur happi yet sad. coz u gotta leave de camp with sweet, masam, smelly, silly memories wif ur Charlie team mates.

Things dun last forever, wen itz time for you to leave, you gotta leave. All you can do is cherish the memories with dem.

Dun be too sad ok dear..coz i'm sure you'll meet dem at any corner of de world. & Singapore is small, y worri ? U'll get over it..i'm sure of it!

Now, itz another day where you are going to take a step forward to see the new world, meet more people and be more mature. Time to think of your future, plan watz next for u in life.

Sincerely, i wish you luck in everything you do, & strive for de best okies. Insya Allah you can do it.

Take care dear..

-LoveLove-LiNNie-

.crush crush crush.

2008-09-05T01:33:00.005+08:00

i'm gettin a lil "high" on de clouds dese few daes! hah. since de bloggie is private nw..i shall not be malu2 to sae dis ehh.. i'm hvin dis a lil crushie thingy on my transporter ? hurhurhur.

transporter tuu .. my traffic person frm a service provider laa. he juz joined de company not too long ago. *if any tk faham dis part..sudi2 laa skip dis ehh* i went "whoooa" wen he luff out loud after hearing me complain bout sum shipper ahh..

wanna noe more ? i still remember de conversation ahh. *super mind*! hah. macam faham.

casper: eii sayang..y uu so angry ?
me: i am angry laa! i'm veri pissed nw!
casper: i noe y! coz u wanna go hm ritee......(wif his cheeky voice)
me:no not bout i wanna go hm..or maybe yes laa..but i dun like de shipper ahh! make me superr pissed laaa.

(hes startin to LOL ahh)
casper: yy..tell me wat happen...?
me: u noe wat de shipper said ? dey sae "de cargo veri small onli..70kg, 2 ppl can carry" so ii sae laa..u want my drivers to carry de cargo ? since itz so small y u dun wanna carry urself? (dis part, i was conveyin de msg tru a colleague..urm..get it?)

wahh piang...wen he luff out loud..it juz made me smile laa..n LUFF!

casper: wahhh syg..u understand us ahh uu..

OF COURSE LAAA...ur my Casper watt! hurhurhur. but ii didnt sae dat laaa.

Litez off nw ppl! "My Casper!" .. lol..

-LiNNie-

His Holiness Guru Pitka

2008-08-14T23:48:00.011+08:00

WORDS OF WISDOM from GURU PITKA

(These will make you ponder):-

1. "Into me I see"

2. "Go From 'nowhere' to 'now' 'here'"

3. "There's no failure only early attempts of success"

4. "When love goes wrong nothing goes right"

5. "An eye for an eye leaves everyone blind"

6. "First reduce the greed than reduce the need"

If you people have not catch the movie, while i shall say that the movie worth to watch when you need a break and laugh out loud from the crap joke created originally from the man itself Guru Pitka.

i award them 3/5 stars :)

Mariska Hargitay

Signing off
Elymara Azaliah

.happi bdae to nur diana.

2008-08-13T23:56:00.010+08:00

NUR DIANA BTE ABDUL RASHID has finally turned legal 21! woohoo! congrats..ceh..

quote by nona "kauu dahh 21 ehh..tlg buang kau nyerr kentalan n lengong kauu tuu" hurhur. true enuff laa!

i'm gonna keep it short & sweet. we had dinner at sakura wif dee's family. so sweet of de elder sis to invite us to suprise her. but sad laa she didnt cry. damnit! hahahaha.

we dared her to eat raw seafood!

1. raw prawn
2. raw meat or smth wif wasabi
3. raw oster
4. corn, crabmeat, lettuce & lemon to giver her de appetite.
5. her face mcm "taik" ahhh. hahahaha

2nd time in 2 yrs..whipped cream on her face! woohoo!

juz before we hv our 2nd part of de celebration!

.kerane kebodohan yaminah.hahaha.

.another sabo by Din. hurhur.

so...for more pics...pls view my multiply laa. itz pvt..so hu is nt in my contacts..too bad! hurhur.

-LiNNie-

.MUNIR-HARBOUR HANDLERS.

2008-08-07T23:55:00.003+08:00

MUNIR frm HARBOUR HANDLERS or wat not...

I hate you & i'm still gonna hate you till as wen ii like it.

behind de harmless look..ur one IDIOT..SICKO..PSYCHOTIC person..do u noe dat ??

ferst, you tried to run me down wif ur forklift, wen u jolly well saw me walking at de warehouse in BROAD DAYLIGHT..

dis including a fat bastard from ABSOLUTE CARGO.

TWICE dis wk, u ran right behind me ??? u saw me..u purposely fasten ur steps !!!

i was juz about a few metres frm my office goin to de toilet..u have to run behind me n stalked me ??? u sick bastard.

ppl said ur a good guy dis n dat.. I DUN FUCKING CARE..if ur a good guy..n if ur in de CORRECT STATE of MIND.. you wouldnt do dat bitch.

i bet u dun hv ani idea wat u have done to me..i couldnt breathe..i couldnt talk properly..i couldnt even do my werk..i was shivering like hell..i got a super headache..n IT WAS TIME FOR MY APPRAISAL...u damn it!!!!

if tonite, i have nightmares coz of dis shit..i swear ur gonna rot slowly, seconds by seconds till you die.

sorri ppl..i juz hate JERKS like him from other agents hu do dis to gerls..

for colleagues hu were dere for me todae, thank you...

-LiNNie-

.after all..

2008-08-03T21:01:00.002+08:00

After all the things I have said to you...

After all the things I have done to you...

After all...

I still love youu...

& I miss you...

Segala rasa semua cerita bersamamu
Kuanggap sebagai penguji imanku
Kau menangis coba tuk merubah semua

“Percaya aku” itu katamu
Yakinkan aku, aku tak bisa
Yakinkan aku, yakinkan aku

Kini aku kan berlari
Tanpa engkau sadari
Berharap kau kan mengerti
Arti hadirku
Disini..

-LiNNie-

."goodbye".

2008-07-31T08:17:00.002+08:00

A lesson to be learnt.

To de ex-boyfren.

1. she has her REASONS for ditchin you

2. DON'T, DON'T & DON'T DARE to take away her FREEDOM

3. DON'T, DON'T & DON'T DARE ACCUSE her

4. when she sae she MISSES you - she JOLLY WELL MEANT IT - u juz choose not to believe it

5. when it gets to de BRIM, GOODBYE TO YOU (tho' a teenie weenie bit part of her still loves you)

6. so what if she has made promises - PROMISES ARE MEANT TO BE BROKEN - GET DAT INTO YOUR BRAIN

7. your tactics in gettin her back..are so SUPER OLD..dun you have some new ones ? think bout it.

8. STOP CRYING LIKE A CRYBABY

9. YOU ARE A BLARDY HELL IMMATURE PERSON HU HAS NO BALLS IN FACING ALL DIS SHIT!

____________________________________________________________________
Perhaps from the ex-boyfren.

1. BEG, BEG & BEG to be given another chance

2. PLEAD, PLEAD & PLEAD to be given another shot

3. UMPTEEN "TONG KOSONG" TALK - just return to SQUARE one

4. when dey dun get wat dey want, DEY LOVE TO DO WAT DEY DO IN DE PAST - DE FUCKED UP BEHAVIOUR

5. "DON'T TELL MY FRENS YOU MISS ME"

6. "i treat gerls nicely, but dey return me SHIT - dun be too nice laaa.

7. "LOVE SUCKS" - learn how to DEAL with it boy

I symphatise wif dose ard you. Dey have to listen to you. Dey have to follow your way. For goodness sake, GROW UP laa. until uu mend your ways, ppl cant appreciate your presence or your effort.

Remember: I have neva hated you. Ok..maybe your guts-at times.

We may not be in good terms rite now. You just gotta deal wif de shits. Go ahead & hate me if you want. Coz i cant possibly care animore.

-LiNNie-

.sumpah akuu 2.....

2008-07-03T08:51:00.002+08:00

i may have hurt my darlings indirectly - by my actions or maybe werds ..

maybe i was childish - probably sumtymes i feel left out ..

i'm sorri ..

-LiNNie-

.sumpah akuu....

2008-07-02T13:08:00.002+08:00

MAYBE I SHOULD JUST SCARCE FROM SOME PEOPLE'S LIFE

PERIOD.

-LiNNie-

- Just think, Literally -

2008-06-28T16:42:00.005+08:00

Just ponder over this,
For a second at least...

.....

When someone you love leaves you, do not ask why.

For the reason is something you can never accept.

Do not ask me if I had love you?

For now, it is not love.

Do not ask what I have done wrong?

For Love is never right or wrong.

Love is all about feelings, not reasoning.

When love is gone, will being right or wrong change anything?

Do not ask where I can improve on?

Do not compare.

For asking, you are making a fool out of yourself.

Why suffer the humiliation again?

.....

And to whoever who wrote this,
I applaud you.

=) Much Love.

- LianaLin -

.cousins gateaway.weewoowiit.

2008-06-16T23:46:00.008+08:00

cast: yuyul, boyband (abg zul, abg faridz, da'i & fadhil), kak azah, kak yani & atiyah.

location: Redang - Terrangganu

vacation period: 10june08 - 15june08
amount of fun: unlimited! *weewoowiit*

Sun, Sand, Sea, Sea creatures, Snorkelling & MORE Snorkelling.

REDANG WAS SUPER UBER FUNN - wif the Karap's grandchildren!! WEEWOOWIIT!

I MISS REDANG - THE CLEAR BLUE SEA !!

dear cousins,
are all of you back in reality yet ? hahahahaha. thank u for de trip & fun!

.sneak preview.

-LiNNie-

14/06-TV Program Suck-Guess what i decided to do?

2008-06-14T23:16:00.006+08:00

Bonjour Triplicates

Missed my white fonts? well now finally there are 3 colors entries like the way it suppose to be.
Cracking my neck and fingers to start writing again. So here is goes..

Well my 2008 doesnt really turns out so good when love sucks big hell of time. Sometimes i really wonder why LOVE plays a big part in our human life. [It will stops here].

Seriously i dont know where to start [BLANK] - (this is what happen when you stop blogging for almost half a year). So forgive me if this entry going totally messed or out of point. I am just going to write whatever comes across my mind.

So i decided to write it in pointform..good idea right......right :P

To LianaLin
1.Congratz to LianaLin, officially graduated from TP.
2.Sometimes God have better plans for you in time to come, just hang in there alrite. (I have read your draft!).
3.Go find a job and take ur bike/driving license!!! Prove to ahem ahem
4.You need to confirm with me for the Bangkok trip.

To LiNNie
1.Congratz on persuing your studies and having driving license.
2.Lucky you, having vacation right now!
3.Missed hanging out with you at starbux. Dropping by at my desk n take all my food is not the way OK!.
4.Please phyco your parents to join us to Bangkok Trip. (28-31Aug'08). Love if you could join us.

1 Thing i really cannot get over is:-

1.Decided not to go to incubus concert. What the hell i was thinking..dumb me
I literally missed Saosin Performing @ incubus concert..

Currently I am juz mentally tired. I cant be bothered to straighten up my life right now. Doing the same whole cycle week after week. Basically i need to go vacation to refresh and start anew. So hopefully the Bangkok Trip will workout. If not, it will be delay till further notice. [boohoo].

6 more months to another new year. Practically I cant wait. [Elymra is being random]

::10 things new::

1.Curl my hair
2.Bought and wear a dress
3.Gain more fats = need to hide all the fats away
4. I am Single.hah
5.Got a LCD 32" TV hanging in my room
6.Got a new laptop (belik dulu bayar kemudian, thanks to dad)
7.Im getting old, fine lines are visible now. [sad]
8.Got my driving license
9.Start blogging again
10. ???? more to come....

As today sucks, hope tomorrow will be better.

Good Night [0000hrs]

TO ALL DADs:

HAPPY FATHER'S DAY!!!

Signing off
Elymra Azaliah

- Anyone? -

2008-06-08T06:09:00.008+08:00

I can't hear myself anymore.
I don't have a thought, tho i appear thinking.
I don't have a heart, tho i appear breathing.
I don't have a soul, tho i appear loving.

God, I'm pretty sure I'm due for a miracle now.

So, Can you help me?
Coz I don't think the girls can stand reading another emoic entry from me..
Right, my dearest Triplicates?

hehe.
Shesssshh you people~ Tolong sikit eyy!

Much love to the girls. =)

- LianaLin -

.hopes.

2008-06-04T22:47:00.005+08:00

we almost lost it twice. we talked things out, we tried to work things out. it was tough, dis time, itz even tougher.

i tried to kill de tots of letting it go..let it all go..as much as i wanna kill de tots, it keeps coming back & haunt me..

how am ii able to carry on & face it all.
how am ii able to love uu as much as before.

all we do is be loggerheads to each other.
i wanted to hate uu but i cant bring myself to..

I tried to be perfect but nothing was worth it
I don't believe it makes me real
I thought it'd be easy but no one believes me
I meant all the things I said

If you believe it's in my soul
I'd say all the words that I know
just to see if it would show
That I'm trying to let you know
That I'm better off on my own

This place is so empty
My thoughts are so tempting
I don't know how it got so bad
Sometimes it's so crazy that
nothing can save me
But it's the only thing that I have

If you believe it's in my soul
I'd say all the words that I know
Just to see if it would show
That I'm trying to let you know
That I'm better off on my own

I tried to be perfect it just wasn't worth it
Nothing could ever be so wrong
It's hard to believe me
It never gets easy
I guess I knew that all along

If you believe it's in my soul
I'd say all the words that I know
Just to see if it would show
That I'm trying to let you know
That I'm better off on my own.

as for nw, it will get better in time, i hope & i'm still hoping..

-LiNNie-

The Perfect Full Moon

2008-05-16T13:16:00.011+08:00

I never thought what I used to write could make me a victim of my own words.
I mean, I've never disagree at any point of time what I chose to convey before..

But you have to understand,
Who I was, and who I am is now totally different.

He shared with me that I used to write..

" you choose to get hurt, dun blame it on anyone else..
.. cause noone can hurt you beyond skin deep .. "
The fact is..
First and foremost,
as much as he don't put any blame on me for this mishap between us,
I never did blame him either.

Secondly, my thoughts grew in time.
I grew up, I matured.
And to be honest, the only reason I ever wrote that was cause I never believed I could really trust someone to give them everything.

Zul, You knew that.

To share about my life, my family, and some personal problems I had along the way.
You were the first guy I opened my heart to, and really allowed myself to be vulnerable towards.

You were one of the few who knew.
That's why I trusted you with my life.
That's what I meant by beyond skin deep.

But in the end,
Have I ever told you that I ever blamed it on you?-

He asked me why I'm doing all this..
He asked me if the reason was him..
I ever told him no.

I knew everything I did, good or bad was because I needed a cure for myself.
As simple as that.
I'm hurt, no doubt.
But only because I lost someone I gave up everything for.

I have every right to get hurt, don't I?
I mean I'm only human, aren't I?

................................................

At one point of time..
He made me believed there was no such thing as perfect.

Just now I saw the most perfect full moon.
And after a long time, I finally smiled..

Coz God finally made me realize something I use to doubt.

In this world, if you believe nothing is perfect..
It will never be.
But if you choose to at least try to make things perfect,
Even if you fail..
At the very least.. You're damn close to reaching it..
I guess the only mistake I ever made was doubting myself.

After today,
I finally had closure.
I finally grasp the reason why we're hanging on a thin thread.
I finally understood his words.
I finally read the lines in between.

That's why I decided to let go.
Really let go.

And probably,
Because the fact that I ultimately gave up everything,
Now leaves me with absolutely nothing more to lose.
So i guess I'm fine.
And I guess now I can smile,
As i pick up the pieces that's left of me.

And though I believe I should always fight to my death.
I think now, I should stop killing myself.

I should start listening..
To the tiny soul inside me..
That tell's me, I'm stronger than this..

I mean,
No point fighting in a losing battle.

But Just note this..

" I may have failed..
But I have loved you from the start.. "
- Fall For You : Secondhand Serendade

Finally LianaLin is back in business,
Signing Off =)

.another random post.

2008-04-07T13:06:00.001+08:00

skip dis if it bores uu.

i'm feeling mentally .. emotionally shagged ..

i'm feeling vulnerable ..

pls end it all ..

-LiNNie-

.$$$$.

2008-03-16T22:27:00.003+08:00

sumtymes money can realli bring uu down. down all de way down..........

i'm was soooo eager to go back to school......

& now.......

de amount of cash........

i shall sae nutin more.

-LiNNie-

.OWE MONEY PAY MONEY.

2008-02-23T21:14:00.008+08:00

& so..dis entry "specially dedicated" to INDRA.

as mths past..ur promises to pay my money back is becoming "INFINITY".

thankz to ur
.."next mth" & "next mth" & "next mth"..
.."sori ahh uu ii tkde duit ahh dis mth"..
.."i kene bayar my father nyerr duit casket ahh"..

& ALWAYS running away wen ii asked uu wen ur payin back
.."i'm bz nw"..
.."i tgh ader class nw"..
.."i tgh ader meeting"..
.."nari ii keje ahh, bsk ii transfer".. (which ur "bsk" NEVER EXIST)
.."mlm ii msg uu again"..

& todae (23FEB08), u juz let ur own "cat" out of ur "own" bag.

me: tell me honestly..u nsmen or regular?
INDRA: Y?
me: jus ans me.
INDRA: tk penting k. as long i pay u back next mth.i ngah bz.
me: try 2 hide smth frm me ? or u lied all dis while ? i dun care if ur bz or nt.
INDRA: tk susah kan u pape kan.
me: susah sgt nk jawab ? i want u to pay tmr. if next mth..u'll sae de following mth. n i guez..u juz said ur ORD next mth. which all dis while u said ur a REGULAR.hahaha
me: ur realli testing my patience..i dun care. u pay my money TOMORROW! kalau tkde duit..pegi rompak curik ke PINJAM.mcm uu slalu buat. PINJAM DUIT ORG TAPI TKNK BAYAR.
INDRA: I can only pay next mth.
me: NO.TOMORROW.TKDE DUIT, U NAIK COURT SUDAH AH.BRANI BUAT BRANI TANGGUNG AH.

in case u dunno y i said dat..lemme fill u in..

HE HAS TO PAY $800 FINE FOR ILLEGAL CIGGIES. AS WAT HE SAID TO HAS TO PAY BY DIS WK IF NOT HE HAS TO GO TO COURT!

INDRA, IF U DUN HAVE MONEY JUZ GO TO COURT LAA. IT WILL SAVE U FRM RUNNING AWAY FRM ME EACH TIME II ASK WEN U GONNA PAY! STUPID SHIT! SERIOUSLY UR AN IDIOT LAA!

ARENT UU ASHAME SAEIN DAT UR A REGULAR WEN UR JUZ AN NSMEN ?????????

sometimes i wonder, do u hv dat bigg bike u always told me bout ?? or de car dat u bought ??? or izzit datz juz ur CRAPPY talk.

BOBAL BESAR ? ouh no..i think BOBAL WORLD suits YOU BEST!!!!!!!

LASTLY, DUN THINK I DUN REMEMBER WHERE YOU STAY..

dun worri..i wont hang a pig's head on ur door or splash paint at ur door..

& i'm sure, if ii ever step in front of ur hs, i'm juz gonna ask uu for my money right dere n den!

wait...i'm not finished yet..INDRA, MAYBE DATZ DE REASON U DUN HV ANY GERLFRENS..

& if i'm much more evil n mean den dis..i'll swear dat u DROP DEAD FUCKER!

Thank you for reading my post.

-LiNNie-

.a sick bastard.

2008-01-05T21:10:00.000+08:00

dear readers,
maybe u'll be interested in reading dis entry of mine.

i was in bus168 on de way to woodlands to meet boyfren todae. roughly bout 130pm.
de bus stopped at de ikea bus stop. n so dis black guy board de bus. he went rite to de back seat. so i juz ignored his presence.

it was juz a random action to turn my head to de back for a second. n dat black guy was lookin at me. again, i ignored him.

next thing, sum1 tapped my shoulder. dat black guy sat beside me. heres de convo.

BLACK: r u a sporean ?
me: yes.
BLACK: r u a malay or chinese ?
me: malay.
BLACK: you look beautiful (which i took it as a compliment)
me: thank uu.
BLACK: where r u goin ?
me: meet my boyfren.
BLACK: where do u stay?
(in my heart..ok..........)
me: tampines
BLACK: wat blk ?
me: 168 (honestly, i dun think deres ani blk168 at tamp. hahaha)
BLACK: where r u werkin ?
me: changi cargo.
BLACK: watz de timin like ?
me: 8-6pm
BLACK: r u afraid of de nite ?
(i'm like ok.....Wat The Fuck...itz gettin scary)
me: no. y ?
(den i felt uneasy. i wanted to call bf so dat it will avoid de convo. bt dat BLACK guy kept talkin)
BLACK: can we exchange no ? maybe we can go out sumtyme ?
me: NO.
he kept talkin n talkin askin for my number.
me: NO. (shake my head)

i had enuff. dat BLACK guy realli gave me de creeps laa. i put on my earpiece n ignored him. n....he was still talking! in my heart..pls go away. next sec, he moved away.

i was too scared to even move an inch. afraid dat he will use his hp to video me, follow me, stalk me or smth. ok, my mind went WILD. realli WILD! argh!

i called bf to pick me up at de bus stop. i told him bout dat freak. omg. omg. being a sweetie, bf said wen ur gonna reach lemme noe. i'll fetch uu. i did.

i was so glad to see bf at de bus stop. i showed bf de BLACK freak. i didnt noe dat he was sitting a few seats away from me!! omg!! wen de bus left, bf hugged me. i'm so glad dat i'm in bf arms n nt in de hands of dat BLACK freak.

so nw, no matter wat, boyfren said he will fetch me even if we want to go woodlands. he dun want anitink happen to me. sweetie, thank uu for fetchin me noein bout dat BLACK freak. thank uu. i love uu baby.

if i noe, i'll juz follow de flow of de convo n take foto wif him. den..upload it on dis blog or smth! but i was too freaked out to think bout dat laa.

gerls, pls beware of BLACK freaks.

Sweetie, thankz for makin my dae.

datz it for nw.

-LiNNie-

.happi 2008.

2008-01-01T17:37:00.000+08:00

it was exactly a yr ago i posted a new yr entry.

AIMS FOR 2007:

~~1. complete my MP - c'mon gerls we need to buck up. wakakaka! nanti sankara bising! lol.~~

~~2. graduation - can't wait!~~

3. be more less hot tempered ? heehee

4. try to save more money !! as i dun hv ani savings at all. blergh

~~5. i want to be dere for iSk - coz of smth~~

AIMS FOR 2008:
1. driving license

2. no more changing boyfrenn ? hahaha.

3. control my temper ? or maybe my stubborn-ness

4. YES!! i need to save save save!!

5. loose more weight

my TP is coming veri soooon. goin for practicals for 5mths for a 45mins TP. aiyooo. i hope itz worth it. i hope i'll pass de very ferst time. *shakes head*

i wanna get a taste of driving dat car. ASAP. tho cdc use VIOS for their pracs.

as u all can see, i'm sucha happi gerl wif a new found love shanizan. dat explains y i'm gainin weight bit by bit. ouh gosh!

To Liana & Fatimah, Liana,
where have uu been ? itz seeems like it was donkey mths ago i saw uu n we lepak at starbucks. i miss dose times laa seyy. heres smth for uu gerls. enjoy ok.

To my dear Escape Theme Park peeps,

Dose hu are still in ETP, treasure de ppl, de place, de funn & everytin dat ur facin. except dose blood suckers. ppl cum n go. Fun People Serving Fun People / Safety First Fun Lasts.

Dose hu hv left ETP, itz sad to realize dat 1 dae u'll have to leave places and people dat u enjoy being ard wif. & i did. it was sad. it was hard.

Reminiscing the Memories, wen we were of de same color tone. haha. de belangs2.

byebye 2007!

-LiNNie-

.thank god i found u.

2007-12-24T00:34:00.000+08:00

I would give up everything
Before I'd separate myself from you
After so much suffering
I've finally found a man that's true
I was all by myself for the longest time
So cold inside
And the hurt from the heart it would not subside
I felt like dying
Until you saved my life

Thank God I found you
I was lost without you
My every wish and every dream
Somehow became reality
When you brought the sunlight
Completed my whole life
I'm overwhelmed with gratitude
Cause baby I'm so thankful
I found you

I would give you everything
There's nothing in this world
I wouldn't do
To ensure your happiness
I'll cherish every part of you
Because without you beside me
I can't survive I don't wanna try
If you're keeping me warm each and every night
I'll be all right
Cause I need you in my life

See I was so desolate
Before you came to me
Looking back I guess it shows that we were destined to shine

After the rain to appreciate
And care for what we have
And I'd go through it all over again
To be able to feel this way

Dear Shanizan,

It was neva easy to love sum1 again after a heartbreak. but we tried. n we did. we chose a path. & dis path brought us together.

Thank god i found uu. coz wif uu in my life rite nw, i've been much happier & deres always a dae i look forward to. which means, itz another dae being wif uu.

I neva regretted meeting uu or choosing uu to be in my life. U are de one & onli one in my heart rite nw. i love uu & onli uu.

I Loved You Yesterdae
I Love You Todae
I will Love You Tomorrow & Always

-LiNNie-

.sentosa.

2007-12-04T20:52:00.000+08:00

my veri ferst gathering wif de whole bunch of happening kecoh Import ppl.

n of course..no "government" ppl were ard. heh.

.me & lina.

.yey!!!!.

.while waiting......

.ok udi. i swear i dunno wat ur tryin to do.

.dey were off de ground.

.so am i! so am i!.

.udi's tummy is soo nice to lie onn.

.laid back.

.monyet2 terlepas. =)

.i was like realli holding on tite!!.

.absolute happiness.

.superb.

.yes i do love himm.

.shikin indulging herself wif donuts.

.ok B-U-R-U-K.

.awwwwwwwwwwww.

.my moke moke kaki.

.hello faisal!!!!.

.de ladies.

.lastly, de foto saes it all.

-LiNNie-

.happi bdae pretty boy.

2007-11-27T23:21:00.000+08:00

26th Nov 07! happy bdae pretty boy. hehehehe.

it has always been my plan to surprise him on his bdae! at last! everythin turned out well juz as planned.

i had to lie to himm ok. but lying for a good reason is ok. so dun wori. lol.

after werk, headed to woodlands met wan (his bezfrenn), chop2 bought him dis heart-shaped strawberry cake! hahahaha. datz de cake i've been wanting to buy for sum1 special laa seh. i'm glad itz himm.

onli wan noes hw excited, anxious, nervous, n all de "butterflies" in my stomach kinda feeling. OMG!! seriously laa sehh. i cant control myself..coz ii cant wait to see dat "smth" expression on his face. i dunno hw to describe it. hehehehe.

okok cut de story short. we lite de candles. i knocked his door. eii he was blasting de music like nobody biznus laa sehh. haha.

it took dem (pretty boy n siblings) awhile to open de door. tadaaaaaa! I WAS STANDING RITE IN FRONT OF HIS GATE. RITE IN FRONT OF HIS EYES!!! wasted. i didnt get to take a pic of his "shock" face. hahahahahahaha.

den wan appeared wif de cake n sang bdae song. i sang den giggled. hahahahahaha. thankz ehh b.. "siak ahh korang" hahahahaha. okok.

aiyahhhh...i was like sooo happi laaa yesterdae! not forgettin, paiseh too. he kissed n hugged me in front of his sisters ok! n n n ....HE HAVEN BATHE LAAAAAA! hahahahahahha.

all thankz to wan, for helping me, n makin it happen! hehehehe.

to pretty boy,
happi 21st bdae. i hope u realli like de surprised yesterdae. i love uu n i love uu n i love uu soo.

to adek aliman,

happi bdae to uu lil braderr. wen ii get my pay, i'll get uu a present ok! miss uu bro.

.de cake.

.me & de sisters.

.burfdae boy.

.smashing gd time.but wann tk tauu amik pic.

.i love uu.

-LiNNie-

.i'm feelin shitty.

2007-11-02T12:51:00.000+08:00

this entry is juz smth random and smth to share.

Friendster Horoscope for November 2, 2007
Libra (Sep 23 - Oct 22)

The Bottom Line
Friends add so much to your life. Remember, they should never be taken for granted.

In Detail
Gather up the precious things in your life and hold on tight! No one is threatening you, but less than stellar conditions could arise if you're not fully aware of the value of what you have. Friends, family and a romantic partner add so much to your life -- realize that nothing can be taken for granted. Career-wise, you would be wise to prepare a back up plan or alternative goal. Don't be shy about reminding the higher ups that you have more to offer than they are utilizing.
____________________________________________________________________________________

Remember:

Friends are your daily dose of happiness. The one hu will cheer uu up, cares for uu, bitch ard wif uu, gossips wif uu..almost everythin wif uu but nt all. heh.

Smth i need to consider:
A new job ?? OMG. i'm feelin shitty because of dis. seriously. i miss Escape Theme Park.

-LiNNie-

.boss.

2007-10-27T21:23:00.000+08:00

itz gettin on my nerves. i'm gettin pissed wif dis particular boss's attitude.

.stoopid.stoopid.stoopid.

.dumb.dumb.dumb.

.lazy bum.lazy bum.lazy bum.

.excuses.excuses.excuses.

pls set GOOD, in fact a BETTER example to your STAFFS! cann ???

we are your CUSTOMER. dat makes us your PAYING MASTER.

if uu want us to RESPECT uu, pls RESPECT us too.

PLS REPLY POLITELY !!!! WHERES UR EMAIL ETIQUETTE ???

-LiNNie-

.october.

2007-10-24T09:47:00.000+08:00

O-C-T-O-B-E-R

I LOVE OCTOBER 2007! hahahaha.

reasons:
new love.
last few daes of de fasting month
hari raye!
n....MY BIRTHDAY!

had a few iftars wif etp peeps, fatimah n liana, boyfren n frens.n....oouh nt forgetting Mr.Taufik! *grinnnns* hes my driving instructor laa. for de whole 1mth i was craving for dengdeng but i didnt buy coz it was soo expensive laa. 100gm $3.50 ??? wahhh piang!

pretty boy has been a sweety. accompanied me lotz of time to break fast juz b4 my driving pracs. *saaaayaaaaaang dierrr* kwang3. ouhh..we looked for our baju kurung too. i wanted yellowish-orange seh. but cannot find. ended up wif white. pretty boy chose for me de kebaye.

hari raye was smth to look forward to. but i dun feel de excitement animore. maybe coz i'm gettin de older, n i'm giving de "collection" pls dun be surprise. as i'm "kementot" (small / short), i still get "collection" ok! hahaha.
*shall post de pics soon*

19oct!! happi bdae to me! happi bdae to me! happi bdae to meeee! happi bdae to me! kwang3.
n sooo, i turned 21! bigg in age but nt in size. heh. b4 meeting pretty boy, i attended GTKU (Get To Know You). n CP (my import colleague) juz had to tell everyone in de room dat it was my bdae! i was damn paiseh ok! pretty boy fetched me frm werk. *awwww* it was juz a simple time spent on my bdae. i still enjoy de dae tho.

wadi n kakak nana gave me a shoe as bdae present. i hv another pair of shoes to go gym n jogg. woohoo! maceh maceh maceh!

Current fav songs:
1. Hate That I Love You - Rihanna & Neyo
2. Kekasih Gelapku - Ungu
3. Kerna Aku Sayang Kamu - Dygta
i love october.i love shanizan.n i love my frenns.

-LiNNie-

.honeymoon.

2007-10-02T08:04:00.000+08:00

good murnin ppl.

itz soo freakin early.i'm sleepy but i'm over de moon.coz i'm simply inLoveWithaPrettyBoy.

n so it marks our 1mth annni. de dae we've been lookin forward to. sum of uu may think "laa baruu 1mth". wat de heck. i dun care. haha.

we managed to spent time together yesterdae. we went to Changi Broadwalk, de place we saw ShootingStar together. had a simple dinner.wif music frm my fon.cuddle ard each other arms. *ok mushy* hahaha. ouh mann *i'm soo in love*

Dear Shanizan,

2nd Sept 07, de dae we ferst met.

De dae we had de ferst hugs, holding of hands n kisses and me smiling to myself like a crazy maniac.

YOU made me feel on cloud9.

YOU made me feel loved.

YOU made me smile.

n for dat

I hope dere will be more happiness to come. Coz i hv LOADS of plans n i want to do it wif YOU.

.our most fav editted pic.

.i LOVE u yesterdae.
.i LOVE u todae.
.n i will LOVE u tmr.

-LiNNie-

Shopping Spree w/o geting tired

2007-09-28T14:43:00.000+08:00

Heluuu girls...wah LiNNie is hyped up due to love and Liana is hyped up due to beer.. and me?? im hype up on online shopping... due to ppl in my office influence haha..

Liana, i want to try the beer leh...ahakz *evil tanduk coming out ^_^* jom jom
Good entry btw.

Yes,online shopping..for now i already bought a skirt.. yes a skirt lol.. i tink frm taiwan.. still havent reach at my doorstep..it was cheap!!!! S$9.70 only. All of us in the office bought different colors "cutekan". :D

Just now during my break time, while sniffing Macdonald's from the pantry (damn u gurls tempt me n nurul). Nurul and me surf the net like nobody business haha.. den joined our little Mrs Sachinie and soon our manager pass by n guess what?!! She also join in haha looking at underwears!! lol (btw we are not suppose to surf net..! haha)

So we view alot of clothes from old navy webbie.. too bad there are not much discount so not many things we can buy hee.. due to US$ too. Sachinie as usual will sibuk2 to view but refuse to buy. Some more, keep asking me to click here and dere..grr.. nurul and me choose to buy camisole and i bought a tee too. hehe.. US$5.00 each!!! haha arnd S$7. hee..

Im cravin to go to shopping heee... padahal gaji lom masuk eh..(mlm ni dpt gaji! woohoo..).

So now online shopping are so so IN thing la but i noe it has been a long time..hehe i guess im too far behind, kk abit behind in time lol.. so if you guys think that online shopping is not fun den u ppl will regret it hehe..

Gonna be into this online shopping for now coz there is alot of things that we cannot find in Singapore and futhermore it is kinda cheap. (CHEAPO)

Liana do you still remember we almost wanted to buy the GAP hoodies?!! hehe we still havent bought it.. i tink already out of stock and being replaced by new season hahaha.. I tink we dont really need it anymre. :D

Mood: I am so bored (deadbored)
Time: To free till i can update dis entry
Feeling: I wnt to b out from this office haha..
Craving: Shopping / starbuks
Today stupidity: I took bus59 instead of bus9...follow the crowd and took the wrong bus. Im suppose to be early today and ended up im late for 8mins argh! Stupid right i know!
Movie to catch: Balls of Fury

signing off
Elymra Azaliah

- Beer Anyone? -

2007-09-28T00:59:00.000+08:00

Heh. I am hyped up, ironically when it's already 1AM.

Anyhooz, I wanna share an incredible discovery of mine. Wakaka and it got me all smiling thinking about it.

So here goes. After my 20 yrs of ranting about..

"I'm never gonna consume alcohol my whole life"
.. I've finally gotten a taste of what beer actually taste like. *grin* hehehehe. Contradicting? I know.. wkaakka but you people are wondering are you, aren't you?

- Shiokk laaa actually. Wakakka Kidding2..
But here's the real deal. Me, Tommie, Huda and Ayie were figuring out where to chill after buka puase la at Beach Road. Then while discussing, the one spot that came up in Huda's mind was Arab Street, considering it was indeed a perfect place to just slack and play some silly games.

Heh. So we dropped by la one of the uber cute cafe, while being served air zam zam and the menu. Ahakz. Nice place la, then as we scanned through the menu, our eyes stumbled upon BAVARIA BEER. Hee, me and Tommie were literally scratching our head la, considering like it was an arabic cafe, which was apparently halal. Heh, but as we looked closer at the image of the beer, it clearly proved that there were absolutely no alcohol content in the ingredients. It was like 0.0% alcohol la eh.

So out of curiousity from all the four of us, we decided to order. Hehehehe. When the drinks came, I pour it into a cup of ice, wkkakaka... and the smell... was indeed like beer smell! hee. I was literally jumping, wondering what it taste like laa. Like does it taste like the real thing.. kekekekkee

Then Ayie took a sip. His face changed, looked at us and muttered la..

"Eh.. Ni biar betul.. Rase cam Carlsberg seh "
haha. Then, I took it and drink laa. Wahh sehh.. I finally knew what beer tasted like. Even Huda was getting high drinking it, wakaka coz she say..

"tak dapat minum beer, feeling2 pun jadi la"

But, the drink didnt make us tipsy. Duh~ la.. No alcohol, what you expect la right?

Hehehe. That day cracked us up la. Anyhoos, haha. IF anyone of you never drank before, but just as curious as me as to how beer taste like..

Try BAVARI BEER. ok?

Excerpt from the internet -

Description :

Bavaria Malt non-alcoholic beer - 100% of the taste, 0% of the alcohol.

Most alcohol-free beers are brewed as normal alcoholic beers, with the alcohol removed at the last stage. It's impossible to remove all of the alcohol, so such beers tend to have up to 0.5% alcohol remaining.

Bavaria is brewed with no alcohol at all and is a genuine 0% beer.
Bavaria is approved as suitable for Muslims by the Islamic Republic of Iran.
P.s. Btw just for the record, It really ain't that nice though. Hehehhe. Cheers!

- LianaLin -

.pattaya garden.

2007-09-23T01:12:00.000+08:00

MUHAIMIN FB KUU! dis is for u laa deyy since uu ask me to update de bloggie. heehee.

had iftar wif de etp peeps @pattaya garden. itz been donkey mths since we met. yaminah, dee, nona, mint, wal, madi, ariff, syuk n my pretty boy were dere. sadly no aliman n dadly. shah last min cant make it. grrr. but itz ok.

reserved table for 12. 10 turned up. had toooo much food dat we can't even most of de dishes. haha. so we packed told de guys to bring it to nana's celebration. *taadaaaa* sori ehh no pics of de food.

missed dose times wen we sit down after a meal, talk cock, luff at our "kelegongan", "kekentalan" & our "kebodohan". hahahaha. miss dose times laa realli.

ouh my muhaimin is goin ns on 9th october. so sad sehh. mint make sure uu dun forget my bdae ok! *present akuuuuu* lol. i gave him a hugg juz nw. i do miss him.

madi looks like a small boy wif his botak hair. small boy servin de nation nw.

u miss uu ppl laaaaaa. grrrr. heehee.

.waiting n waiting.

.ariff n syawal missing.

.oOoOoOoO.

.de boys wif my pretty boy.

-LiNNie-

.bila rindu.cehhh.hahaha.

2007-09-07T00:24:00.000+08:00

Since i'm still awake at dis hour, i mite as well do a short update.

I'm happy.
Yes i'm happy.
In fact, I'm happier.

I'm on cloud9.
Pretty boy made me feel on cloud9.
I'm in love. heh.

I miss my frens.
I miss Fatimah & Liana.
I miss dose daes wen we hang out at STARBUCKS.
.luffin out loud.gossiping.

I miss Nona & Dee darling.
I miss de way we irritate each other.
I miss de way we call Dee Kental & many2 more.

.Bottom Line.
I MISS MY FRENNS.

-LiNNie-

- My Guardian Angel -

2007-09-03T20:11:00.000+08:00

Boyfriend,
the last picture we took was ages ago.

I miss you and me.
I miss US.

I miss what we use to have.
and what we used to be.
and all the silly pictures we use to take.

And though,
We may not have what we had back then.
We may not have the luxury of time.
We may not have a damn camera phone to capture those silly moments anymore.

I still have you,
and you have me.

and No matter the number of nonsensical quarrels we had,
I'd reassure you..

" I will never let you fall,

I'd stand up for you forever.

I'll be there for you through it all,

Even if saving you sends me to heaven "

I love you sweetheart.

Happy 10th months anniversary, love. =)

p.s I will never get enough of you baby.
Ahh.. yes, I also miss your hair laaa..

- LianaLin -

Deep thoughts coming thru my head

2007-08-28T12:50:00.000+08:00

Incompatible, it don't matter though

'cos someone's bound to hear my cry

Speak out if you do

You're not easy to find

Is it possible Mr. Loveable

Is already in my life?

Right in front of me

Or maybe you're in disguise

Who doesn't long for someone to hold

Who knows how to love you without being told

Somebody tell me why I'm on my own

If there's a soulmate for everyone

Here we are again, circles never end

How do I find the perfect fit

There's enough for everyone

But I'm still waiting in line

Who doesn't long for someone to hold

Who knows how to love you without being told

Somebody tell me why I'm on my own

If there's a soulmate for everyone

Most relationships seem so transitory

They're all good but not the permanent one

Who doesn't long for someone to hold

Who knows how to love you without being told

Somebody tell me why I'm on my own

If there's a soulmate for everyone

Who doesn't long for someone to hold

Who knows how to love you without being told

Somebody tell me why I'm on my own

If there's a soulmate for everyone

Natasha Bedingfield-Soulmate

(The one in bold makes me reflect the similiarities i ever had..)

To those who already found their soulmate cherish him/her.

As for me.. i still yet to find...

Signing off

Elmyra Azaliah

.trust.

2007-08-01T21:51:00.000+08:00

HOW FAR WILL YOU GO TO TRUST A PERSON ?

Everything I do is for you,
Your unpredictable but I still love you baby

Why you trippin, You were cool yesterday
Is there, something I can say to bring your smile back my way?
I'd say I’m sorry if I knew what I did wrong
But I still carry on cause my feelings are so strong

What else can I do? (What can I do?)
Do for you to prove (to prove)
Prove that this is true
I need to know cause...

Everytime I think were all right,
Why you gotta go and change your mind baby?
Everything I do is for you,
(Everything i do)
Your unpredictable but I still love you baby

It's so confusing, things always seemed okay
When we couldn’t stay away
From each other for a day
Boy one minute you could make me feel so good
Doing everything you could
But today I wish you would

Why you gotta be? (Why you gotta be?)
Buggin out on me? (On me)
Won’t you tell me please?
I need to know cause...

Everytime I think were all right
Why you gotta go and change your mind baby
Everything I do is for you
(Everything i do)
Your unpredictable but I still love you baby

Thought I knew (I thought I knew)
I’m so confused (I'm so confused)
What’s goin on (what’s been going on?)
Where did we go wrong (where did we go wrong baby!)

Everytime I think were all right
(Everytime I think we’re all right baby)
Why you gotta go and change your mind baby
(Why you gotta go and change your mind)
Everything I do is for you
(Everything I do)
Your unpredictable but I still love you baby
(I still love you)

-LiNNie-

drools-dun ask me y ^^

2007-07-27T02:28:00.000+08:00

Well i think this is kinda late for an anugerah'07 entry coz the fever was already over ..i tink :D
Anw i missed the whole live show! sob sob.. Guess who i support? lol it was Aliff Aziz !! heee dunno why i like him..might be the voice might be the cute face or might be the dimple.. haizz i juz love him lah!...

How i choose my fav singer??
Is wen the singer give me the goosebumps or the creeps of "geramness" lol (sounds weird) but yar..thts is how i choose singers hehe...

Well my prediction was right and Aliff Aziz 16 yr old boy to be a men won anugerah'07!.. haha
frm wildcard to the winner .. nvr expected lah..

Guess wat, i found out that Aliff Aziz is liana cuzin!!..lol ehem ehem.. liana~~~! .. (gosh i sound like a crazy fan..:P) anw for those who missed the final show here are the clips(Aliff clips onli lah :D)... enjoy!

Isnt HE CUTE!! haizz droolz.. ouh ouh plus he have a Good Voice of coz..hee

signing off
Elmyra Azaliah

- Don't go, can? -

2007-07-20T19:53:00.001+08:00

Heh. It's been a while laa kan.

Anyway..

I just want to wrench my heart out with this entry.

Coz honestly, I'm feeling pretty darn emo-tic

My dear Tommie.

Tommie is serving the nation.

and i never thought I'd take it so hard.

Sending him off was excruciatingly difficult..

It sucks laaa.

I knw it sounds cliche and shits.

People saying its only ns and stuff.

and i shudnt get so depressed over it.

But so what if i am??

It's ridiculous sehhh.

If you've never gone through it.. just zip it cann...

And if u have, and ur still commenting abt the same thing..

ur either lying..

or u just don't knw how it feels like to be so attached, and in love w someone laa..

So u people also zip it laa... cannn?

Ape la sehhh.

Give me that kind of remarks for wad???

Eurghhh....

But I'm thankful to have supportive friends ard me.

They're always there.

And yahh.. Fatimah laa.

That day u were there w me at starbucks,

it really meant a lot to me sehh..

I really needed someone to be there to keep my mind off things

and you were there..

terime kasih ye.. *huggies*

Haiz..

That day when i sent him off..

I had to put u a strong front coz the parents were there.

But to be honest. I really wasn't.

I wanted to hold him.

I just wanted to feel him just for a while.

But we can't.

And at the very last few moments,

when we said our goodbyes..

I turned for the last time,

...

but he never looked back to look at me..

and tears just started filling up laa sehh.

....

I was like soo sedih laa..

I was at my down...

My lowest...

And i had a 2 hr journey back home from Tekong to Tamp.

Without him.

That day was a nightmare.

Haiz..

Anyway,Fadzlin..Wkakakakka..

Thanx heh, that song from ur previous entry made me cry la. You know, I like pandai2 laa go to our blog to make myself feel better .. Hehehe,kire nak bace merepek korang semua.. dennn I saw ur entry and terus the song played on... Fadzlinnn I heard it right after I send Tommie off to Tekong laa!!! *sob sob*

"When you walk away I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now..."

and that was exactly what I did.

Alahhhhhhhh..

Zul.. I miss u sehhhh...!!

- LianaLin -

I am almost Famousnuff

2007-07-08T16:12:00.000+08:00

I was running thru friendster and ended up at MINT profile.. den i was reading his profile n came across this images he upload..thinking it was cool so i try it out..hehe so here are the output.

http://www.myheritage.com

i Look like a male too..hehe n the fact is if im a male i will be good looking *hee*

signing off
Elmyra Azaliah

.wen ur gone.

2007-07-01T00:24:00.000+08:00

I always needed time on my own
I never thought I'd need you there when I cry
And the days feel like years when I'm alone
And the bed where you lie is made up on your side

When you walk away I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now

[Chorus]
When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day and make it ok
I miss you

I've never felt this way before
Everything that I do reminds me of you
And the clothes you left, they lie on the floor
And they smell just like you, I love the things that you do

When you walk away I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now

[Chorus]
We were made for each other
Out here forever
I know we were, yeah
All I ever wanted was for you to know
Everything I'd do, I'd give my heart and soul
I can hardly breathe I need to feel you here with me, yeah

-LiNNie-

.untitled.

2007-06-20T22:16:00.000+08:00

HAPPI BIRTHDAY NONA DARLINGG!!!! sum1 turn legal todae. no more underage smoking ahh. hahahaha. welcum to de club laa darling! stay happi always! nn nn i love uu laaa k. muacks!

i realized hw much frens care for uu wen ur down or smth bad happened to u. worse, wen uu actualli covered up for ur frens doin. nona, uu dun hv to be guilty ok ? everything is fine nw. dun worii.

dey called n msged to noe if i'm alright n noe my whereabouts. wat did i do ? i rejected their calls n msges. i'm realli sori ok ? i realli am. but, thanks for caring.

liana is nw on MIA. i wonder hw shes doin rite nw. fatimah, i hope ur job hunt is goin on well. i'm still surviving on my part time job. yet to find a full time. mangkok btol.

till here..

byebye for nw.

-LiNNie-

.tired.

2007-06-08T23:47:00.000+08:00

.i'm tired. super tired. it has been werk, werk n more werk for me dis few weeks.
like no life ehh. haha. itz ok..juz enjoyin my remainin time at etp b4 i quit.
ouh yes..i think i'm soo getting dark. n sum1 commented dat i'm getting fat n chubby!
*shits*

goin to sarawak wif my family dis sundae. cant wait laaa. lookin forward for de trip actualli. juz need time for myself, away frm everyone n werk.

to fatimah n liana,
heh. sori i've been soo hilang dese few weeks. bz gerl laa. wat to do. cehhhh! aniwaes, i hope both of uu are doinn fine.

-LiNNie-

3yrs Memory Lane

2007-05-28T02:06:00.000+08:00

Here are the uncut, the untouch-up collective pictures of us for 3yrs..

Miss hanging out wif u two..

First met at TP in FNDB LAB. i was the late comer hehe..Thinkin liana is a chinese(who dont) and finding fadzlin as a cute dimple gurl(who dont) ... as the days goes by in our 1st years we get along closer and closer together ... till we cnt get rid of each other..haha

Sadly we hav to b separated frm liana for our 2nd year .. due to diff class. But still we make time for each other to meet. Where? STARBUX.. this is the place where we chill n talk endlessly. First we will critic the drink tht we hav bought den we will curse who made it if is nt nice. hehe.. we are noe to the b e 'plastics spoons girls' in starbux. Y? OOOoh we took care of our whipped cream so well till we hav our own tactics on hw to scoop it credits to liana.. hehe.. Our world record are to fail ECAD hehe n all of us drag our butt for supp paper. HAHA we are so so suck in tht subj. we totally giveup on it.

SIP period is where 3 of us separated in different ways to finish our semester. Most of the time we will chat online till weeee~~ hours .. when we have the time to meet up den we will take lots lots of pics.. edit it den load it to friendster. Talking abt tht dats is our main addict! It is a must weneva we on any PCs... we will 1st LOGIN to MSN den FRIENDSTER.. haha it is juz a routine.

Den we combine forces to do our MP. These are the craziest period of our life in TP haha..

From creating a word SOTOPID to changing the lyrics of song to" sepak-belakang" that was the last moments we spend most together at the MP LAB. We are so in love in gossip that we can even gossip in the MSN sitting rite to each other. DownLoading illegal songs frm the school computer and playing it loudly, even sing together juz to make our days in MP LAB a joyful place. Of all the fun and slacking we had we manage to finish our MP on time on top of that fadzlin n me managed to learn french..(diff though!)..

Those were the days..

and i miss it so much

signing off
Elmyra Azaliah

.thoughts.

2007-05-19T23:19:00.000+08:00

..something that guys shd learn bout gerls..

.LiNNie.

.craving.

2007-05-17T00:16:00.000+08:00

finally blogger is working fine! finally i get to update! yey!! *jumps*

First up...

Happy Bdae to uuuuuu!

Happy Bdae to Fatimah!

Happy Bdae to uuuuuu!

Yes!! fatimah turns a yr older todae! 23 ? hehehe. dah old laaa dier. aniwaes my dear fren, i wishh uu a veri happi bdae. todae no surprise like last yr eh. i hope i'll give ur pressie on time dis yr. hahaha. hope uu enjoy ur dae todae! n hope..we shall get ourself empoyed ehh. hehehe.

Secondly...
Liana, my poor frenn, hus stuck wif .asp. itz nt easy..i noe! hang in dere okies. weiks..biler nk jumper daa! hahahahaha. u ahhhh. *smacks head*

Third...
Last wk, i got bored so i dragged dee to accompany me cut my hair. she recommended me dis shop at bugis. i kinda lurve my hair nw. hehehe. n MUHAIMIN..dis time i spent onli 2digits on my hair ok! i'm soooo proud of myself. hahaha.

So B, dat was ur 1st surprise. n u noe watz de 2nd n de 3rd. but uu dunno watz de 4th. wakakaka. *fikir laa bnyk2*

Call me lame if uu want, but i like reading horoscopes frm frenster. kekeke. i was reading de horoscope on dis particular dae. n it struck me, hw true can it be.

Friendster Horoscope for May 13, 2007
Libra (Sep 23 - Oct 22)

The Bottom Line:
A surprising situation will make a close relationship much more intense.

In Detail:
Today one of your closest relationships is going to get a lot more intense -- in a very good way. You'll both be thrown into a surprising situation that causes you to think on your feet and rely on each other. Trust is importantright now, and the two of you have it in spades. It is possible to learn more about someone whom you think you already know very well. There are surprises just beneath the surface if you know how to ask the right questions!

Smth to take note of ? Ok go think go!

Graduation on de 23rd May! itz coming soon. sumhw i wish i'm still skooling. bummin at hm is super boring laa. students keep saeing "bez ehh tk skola", "hw i wish skool ends"..wait till u ppl r out of skool, den u noe hw boringto stayat hm n nt doin anitink. lucky me, at least i still hv my part time job to kill my time. June skool hols are cumin. DREAD. means..more rascals coming! hahahahaha.

Forth...
Nona darling, if ur reading dis..dis is a reminder for uu. hahahahahaha.

FRENS ARE FOR GETTING HORNY WIF EACH OTHER

ok ? hahaha. but certain frens onli ahh, nt all. mati ahh!

Lastly...
Juz wanna share sum nice songs if u guys wanna d/l or anitink laa.

1. Maroon5 - Makes Me Wonder

2. Justin Timberlake - Summer Love

3. The Vines - Get Free

4. Jet - Bring It On Back

5. Lifehouse - Everything

Craving list.

1. Cheezy Melt

2. Satay

3. Otak-otak

4. White Carrot Cake

5. Ice Lemon Tea

~~6. Prata~~

~~7. Double Filet-O-Fish~~

..n de list goes on..

-LiNNiE-

- Boston -

2007-05-06T20:16:00.000+08:00

As my Music Player shuffled itself through my playlist on my mobile, it decided to make a pit stop on the song by

Augustana - Boston

And it got me all stumped and emo for a while as it played through the repeated chorus in my ears which went straight to my head creating a soundtrack throughout my bus ride.

But though the lyrics doesn't mean a thing,
I still hate this song I love ..

... if you get what I mean.

- LianaLin -

Spidey Spidey

2007-05-01T02:32:00.000+08:00

<-Some annoucements / messages->

**Yes Mint you are right hehe..that this blog has too many Sipiderweb**
So i will update it...

=Didnt Know that there are alot of people are waiting for our update..hahaha..

=Hey gurls kiter ade peminat jugak ah hehe..'Jumps'(So wen are u gurls gonna update heh??;p)

-Congrats to the newly wed..Liana's Bro and his wife...they look so compatible together!!

-Happy Birthday to my beloved MOM and DAD...!!!!! (29/04 & 30/04)
___________________________________________________________________

Let me 1st update about Liana's and Fadzlin's lifes...

Liana's Life

She is now happily doing her last attachment ...at where? AIRPORT T2 lvl 4..wakaka i tink. I guess right now she is pretty stress coz she got a tough JOb which she have to deal wif .asp or C++...hang in dere gurl (darn Mr Sa_k_r_!! @#&^%$).
Recently her PC crash again...yes again! so she have to reformat her Pc and she lost all her PICz!!!! awwww i have some of ur pics or shall i say ALOT...hehe if u want juz tell me k. :D... Why she nvr update????? i also dont know why! mayb she juz plain tired due to her SIP...
Hmmmzz i guess thats all i know abt her for now..heee

I miSS U LIANALIN!!! alots alots...i guess this is the longest period that we never see each other!! sob sob T_T.. meet up with u sooonnnnn...have lunch together lah heh ader staff discount kAn! Airport canteen pun jadik lah wakakakaka...

Fadzlin's Life

She is now attached ehehe...xx oppps xx can i announce that here? well ok perrr kan wakakaka..
She is currently doing parttime at ETP..but still have not found a full time job yet...
I wonder what happen to her SPF 1st interview?? hope she did OK!! if it is Ok den She will be kak2 POLICE!.. GD LUCK! heee.. for now she is a full time' jual anggur' kat umah..! (same goes to me!)hehe... i met her recently hehe... we took our graduation gown!.. so cute lah ! esp when she wears it...
She graduated frm TP .. so on 23may she will receive her diploma in ICP! hmmmz kau pakai ape eh ari tu??? dah ade idea?? aku tkder idea ah!.. :D Why she nvr update? it is because her lappy is down and she havent reformat it! Biler kau nk reformat? tunggu abg kau je lah ni? ke dah reformat? haizz i also dunno.. or mayb another reason why she nvr update is she is waiting for me to update!! wakaka so aku dah update is your turn now..or is it liana? ntah any1 lah..*dizzy*
Thats about it for her that i know.. :D

I MISS U toooo Fadzlin!!.. hehe tapi i got to see u recently so not so bad lah eh...So hope we will have lunch wif Liana..at the airport!.. ouhyar i miss going to skul wakaka! sebb ape? sebb blh balik lambat! hehe...

My life

As for me hahaha..pretty much boring lah .. coz im jobless and somehow making very very little tiny winnie MOney wakaka... so now im finding work. Everyday i will juz lepak at home.. killing time.. well I MISS MY BF alot alot wakaka... He has been very very busy wif his In hse SIP.. He so busy thats = tired and no time for me sob sob...argh i need to find a job lah ASAP !! so i will not be bother so much that my BF is busy..

The Zoo Trip

This is kinda late but i went to the zoo lately so fadzlin is dying to look at the picz..so here they are............

The zoo trip was FUN coz i nvr been dere my whole life *roll eyes*wakaka:D
we when to the whole zoo and find all the animals..hehe to bad we nvr get to meet the camels sob sob..
we got to see the elephant show, meet up wif the orang utan (upclose) -did you know that orang utan drinks MILO!!- was so fun to witness dat all in the zoo...
we got drenched after dat! but it was a good trip afterall hehe..
i wanna go again wakaka!! liana will be so pening wif me around haha..

So sad Fadzlin cant join us to the zoo.. coz we had dinner at pizzahut and the dinner is for 4ppl and we ate Fadzlin's share hehe...wakaka till we are so so badly FULL!

k i spend almost 2hrs updating dis entry due to the picz..(till 0415AM)

hehe...

gd nite and HAPPY LABOUR DAY!! esp to Liana she is very happy!!

-Dun forget to catch SPIDERMAN 3 in the theaters!!!!-

signing off

Elmyra Azaliah

.yippie yippie ai ai.

2007-04-03T01:46:00.000+08:00

i conclude dat hvin a quality time wif ur frens is sooo much funn despite de weather n de hungry stomach.hehe. last wk, we had sentosa outing which was super duper funn. too bad, azura didnt get to join us. next time perhaps bebeh. hehehehe.

-Outram MRT towards Harbour Front-

-Sentosa Bus-

we reach sentosa kinda late. summore we had to search for 7-11 to get liana's stuff. but de 7-11 was totally sux lah.pad (a brand dat cant be trusted) selling at $7.50. big gulp machine cannot dispense ice. we wanted to take de busto palawan beach. n guez wat ? it was back to square one. de bus went to siloso beach. wth. hahahaha. at dat ptof time, i'm freaking hungry laa. so we had to alight *dunno where* walk to "island shop", hoping dat they sellpads. n lucky us..even more lucky for liana..de frenly salesgerl actualli offered liana 1pad, since she had xtra.datz saves us frm walking aimlessly to find another 7-11.
as we were changing, suddenly it started pouring. n yes, i'm still hungry. still holding on to my untouched chickenrice. hehehe. it poured for bout 15mins onli laa. so we tryin to find a spot n hoped dat it wont rain again. hehe.n guez wat ? we sat at de same spot we sat de last time we went to sentosa. yey! hehehe. wif de same pink mat.

-de very same spot-

-not "very same pose"-

-PUFFERFISHES! hehehehe-

we camwhore before jumping into de sea. *suddenly i remembered liana mentioned she miss camwhoring wif me n fatimah*hehehehe. while camwhoring, as usual-gerls- we spotted sum ppl n we start to gossip! hehehehe. guez hu we met ?itz de borat n family! y borat ? dis man whom we called him "borat", he changed into his "borat swimsuit" in front of us. ok, we had to turn left, den we can see. for a person like "borat", itz a turn off ok. hehehe.ready wif goggles sak. wahliao. hehehehe. borat..borat.. borat's wife, she didnt changed. juz dat, she protectedher hair wif SHOWER CAP. yes. if onli we took a pic of de borat n family.
got our little fun of gossiping, i suggested we write smth on de sand. liana: happi bdae tommie.me n liana, got our hands sandy. n wat fatimah do ? camwhore herself n took pics of us. hehehe.

-i wanna jump onto liana!!!-

-de making of sand carving for tommie-

-datz fatimah-

-done!-

6pm!!! swimming time..we
headed for de sea.. hahaha. fatimah juz had to do her lil biznuz in de sea. *ehem ehem* lol. i didnt want to get my hair wet. in de end, i almost got drowned twice, my hair got wet, de sea water went to my nose, i had to swallow sum sea water!!! ouh help me laa! hahahaha. de onli person i can hold on to is, fatimah. wat if i realli got drown- in de sea ??? probably datz de last time u gonna see me swimmin de in de sea.hehehehe. de 2nd time, we wanted to go across to take pics on de rocks. so we took our camera, fons, n wallets. confident sehh 3ekor nie..hahaha. thought dat it was shallow. can juz walk across. hah. another step, i almostgot drowned again. i'm so tryin nt to get my fon n cam wet. but it got wet coz i cant get anitink to hold on to. hahahahahaha. deres a grp of chinese teenagers near us. dey watched n didnt help at all. thank uu veri nice!

-liana noticed it! hehehehe-

-*kiss kiss*-

-Peace Liana nt Smile-

-nice scenery-

-Sentosa Express-

-tired->mcm faham!*stoning* -

fatimah & liana, thankz for de sentosa outing! hehehe. too bad deres no sun for us to suntan. next time ok!love love.

-END-

-LiNNie-

Horn Horn

2007-04-02T23:35:00.000+08:00

CHIN CHOW!! (in vietnam it stands for HELLo)

Woohoo..what can i say about Vietnam..hmmmmzzz well vietnam is a HORN2 COUNTRY wakaka.. the moment i board the 7seater taxi(yup they have 7seater) frm the airport from a noisy me going gu gu ga ga about the things i saw, i juz wen silent! Yup becoz alomost every 2sec i tink (heehee i counted) the cab driver juz horn horn at someone. lol. It was life threatening!.. (org melayu kater ape"perut kecot" well thts wat my mom said) wakaka..

Getting ready to blast of to Vietnam

Top view of Vietnam

My shopping partners[Me,Hafiz,Jumari,Ira]

The 7seaters taxi

[Cik halimah,Cik Enab, My Mum]

Second thing abt vietnam is The road is full of MotorBike but it is only honda cup to vespa..no scrambler or super4 or phantom n etc... the best part is they dont owned the bikes but they rent them yupyup renting is all they nd to have a bike. So if like today u feel like having red bike u can have it and tmr will be another color or another type for you. Tourist like us can also rent it but too bad no one have tht idea....or mayb not so supporting...bleah:P

In total 10peeps went to vietnam it was a blast..
So what is our routine there..

-wake up
-breakfast
-shop at the market
-Lunch
-dump our shopping bag at our hotel
-back to shopping at the market or some other place
-Dinner
-shop at the night market(a huge one!)
-Dump our shopping bag at our hotel (arnd 2AM)
-Sleep

Shop No1(THE BEST!)

Shop No2(3Storeys)

Shop No3(2Storey)

and dats wat we do it for all the 4days.....yeahhhhh crazy but it was all we did.
hehe..ironically my mum is not tired nor she complain abt her leg sakit or wat but wen we touch down singapore here comes her pain hehe..(kalo shopping tk sakit, kalo kat umah sakit)

Vietnam is a very clean and modern country, so about hygiene there no need to worry coz they keep the public toilet in tiptop clean. (coz tht is the most impt thing to me,public toilet must be clean). So if i would compare Vietnam to indonesia....i rather go Vietnam coz it is much much much cleaner ..

About food dun worry..we spent all our meals at this one particular place called Satay House. It is halal and the food there is so so so mouth watering...yumyum.. Coz the boss is a Malaysian. They have from satay to hor fun to nasi goreng to asam pedas to curry to sweet sour to ice kacang to coke to lime juice and the list go on and on....

SATAY HOUSE REWKS

Yey! MONEY thts all i need!

So if people ask "nak gi vietnam lagik" i would reply "NAK!" hehe coz the things there are cheap cheap cheap and the hotel is good and CHEAP (SING$10 =DONG$100,000) isnt tht great ! haha.. i will go crazy again if i go there..

So Fadzlin and LIana save up and ask ur family to go there it is like another Bangkok for me...but the quality for imitation at Vietnam is much better..heehee (so Vietnam have one sentence for imitation goods it is "same same but different" they make a t-shirt out of it tooo wakaka!)

So for the airline tickets we got lucky coz the price is $297 SIA flight/person!!! woohoo we got a promo ticket..guess what my parents are waiting for another promo tixs and they are planning to go there again..woohoo "Mak! nk ikut!" heehee..

At Vietnam Airport

The hat sucks wakaka(cute??)

The biggest i ever saw!

Ouch!yey right

Meet a lot of Singaporeans dere and plz if u are dere plz tell them tht u are Malaysian coz den dey will not charge u expensively..hehe

Going Home

(A cute air steward took our pic)

Beautiful Sunset

Woohoo Singapore at lasT!

HAPPY MOTHERS!

hey! who gonna carry all our luggages?! damn is me!

So thts all for my trip to vietnam
BAtam any1?
this coming sat-sun
(kalo jadik..have one nite dere coz my mum nk gi spa)..Liana??? wakakka

signing off
Elymra Azaliah

- Aiyayai -

2007-03-27T19:50:00.000+08:00

" Please let my plans prevail on the 10th.

Soo much effort. So close.

yet I could so easily lose grasp on it just like tt. "

- thus I found myself chanting this over and over again.

I don't enjoy being unsure.

But..

If he lands himself a job by then,
and though I'd be on wits end,
- I'd be happy for him
and the plans wouldn't matter anymore.

That's the least I could do / feel,

for his 20th birthday.

That's how much I love you, love.

- LianaLin -

.my sugarplum.

2007-03-24T23:33:00.000+08:00

dear jess sugarplum-nono shes nt my lesbian partner laa. we r straight but we juz luv each other.

it was a nice catchin up wif uu after sumtyme of biskot-ting. hehehe. u noe wat ? i miss ur presence back here in spore laa darling. haiyah..

Jess darling, sori but i need to spill cum beans over here. shes one sensitive gerl hu luvs to cry at de end of love movies-a walk to remember, de serendipity, de story of us and if onli. she recommended me dese movies laa. hehehe. hw sweet.

hahaha. while i'm posting dis entry, shes waiting for me "patiently" on de msn for 20mins. haha. she didnt noe wat i was up to.

.our conversation.

.tryin our bez to hide our tummies.heh.

.my dreams, are my fantasies-Jessica Amelia Jansen, 24/03/07.

-LiNNie-

.chocolate classico.

2007-03-23T20:49:00.000+08:00

Firstly, HELLO MY DEAR GERLS-FATIMAH & LIANA! hehehe.

i noe, fatimah n liana hv been saein it lotz of times. so, i'm juz gonna sae it again. I MISS UU GERLS! hehe. at last we met up juz nw even for awhile. dirty talks ehh. haha. mulut jahat sehh korang. lol.

life has been ok for me. werked alot last wk until i had to face a TOTALLY crappy incidents laa.
blardy hell. watever it is, my frens did cheered me up-esp on sundae. *nona..hint hint* kekeke.
dat sundae was great laa. it was so much better at werk. doin breakers wif nona, syuk n dadly.
n to sum1..hu actualli came down to pasir ris juz to make sure i'm ok after dose shits, thankz uu.

-tuesdae 20/3/07-
went out to picnic wif my ex-boyfren. if sum of uu thinks dat itz ISK. nono.itz NOT him. it was a promise to celebrate his realli belated bdae. being a nicey me, sweet me. cehhh. i cooked for himm sherpherd's pie. n..n..i surprised him wif dis chocolate classico frm four leaves. hehe. eii..i sang for him a bdae song sehh. wif my crappy voice. kwang3. happi belated 22nd dear ex-boyfren. eating de sherpherd's pie, actualli reminded me of de past wen i was wif him back in 2003 ? tell me i hv a good memory. coz i cooked for him de same thing on his 17th bdae!

ok..can i just let out sum steam here ? itz bugging me laa.
-i dun deny dat u use to be sum1 special in my life. sum1 i couldnt let go of. but to think bout it again, wat u hv done to me, used me, lied to me, nw i realize i was naive laa. realli naive. u noe wat ? i dun hate uu. but i juz wish dat u werent part of me at a pt of time.

lookin at ur pics wif herr made me think. u said u still hv feelings for me, yet u neva eva put our pics together on frenster juz coz u wanna keep it low profile. wth. lame. u said u neva had ani rltshp wif her, but u still cared so much for her. dis is wat happens if ur boyfren has a GERL as their bezfren.

lookin at ur pics wif dose drinks n places made me think. u said u dun drink n club. haha. furny sak. ur juz a totally BIG LIAR. yes u are a bigg one. ur EGO. yes u r ego. you said smth but u do smth else.

n i still remember wat u said to me wen we broke up.
me: wat would uu do if i juz disappear frm ur life ?
uu: i'll look for uu until i can find uu.

one werd BULLSHIT! yes itz BULLSHIT ISKANDAR.
u want to enjoy ur life so much...go enjoy till u dropp dead. goodbye to uu ISKANDAR. leave me alone.

heh. sori ppl. juz need to let it go ahh. dis is wat happen if uu love sum1 too way too much. but in de end ur treated like shit.

*p.s Fatimah: dun forget our pressies ok ? n enjoy ur holidae at vietnam!
Liana: makin sihat! hahahaha. kwang3. tk laa. dun forget to put sunblock tmr ok!

-LiNNie-

Singapore-Vietnam

2007-03-23T14:38:00.000+08:00

Hey Heyy...

Seriously i cant wait later to meet u girls...

Have this feeling to hug and kiss u girls when i get to see u later
Hahaha coz i miss u girls so so very much.........

Praying for FADZLIN to score for tht paper today. Hope she is doing well wif tht paper!!

So where r we meeting? hmmz shld b starbux rite? of coz lah..craving

Btw i received a letter from TP and the letter said that
i GRADUATED lolx...weeeweee....hahax..
Now have to start to look for jobs.. mangkuk.IDEAL job??? no IDEA!! mangkukx2
eh it ryhmes IDEAL IDEA??does it ryhme? ntah..lol.

Thanks to LIANA,
im hook to Way back to Love Song...
argh i want to watch music and lyrics !!! damn...
You guyz must b hook to tht song too once u guyz hear it...

About 1mth or so im pretty bumped at HOME..
Bored BORED BROKE tooo..hehe

So finally im going to b away from dis SATURDAY-TUESDAY hehe holiday to Vietnam..
So going to miss u gurls more..XsobX XsobX
Take care and do get into trouble gurls hehe..

Nothing much to update..but juz want to update..

Movies You shld Watch
-Music and Lyrics
-TMNT
-Mr Bean
-The Lives of others
-Haunted School
-The Messenger

Songs You shld Listen
-Akon = Dont Matter
-Hugh Grant = Way back to Love Song
-Chris Daughtry = Home (most of his album song is nice)
-Save Ferris = Under 21(love all songs from save ferris)
-Ok go = Here it goes again
-Muse = Starlight
-Mr Skillz and his crazy girls = I know u like me
-The Red Jumpsuits = Face Down
-Fall out Boy = This Ain't A Scene, It's An Arms Race
-The Fellings = Love it when you call

-DOINK-

signing off

Elymra Azaliah

- Music and Lyrics -

2007-03-22T18:33:00.000+08:00

You know the feeling ..

When you've tried so hard to do your best -but your best is just not good enough.

and though everything feels okay after that.
for some reason, that bitter aftertaste just refuse to go away.

That's exactly how I'm feeling.

..........

Anyway.

Here's a nice song from Music and Lyrics.

Just so you know, It's a very sweet movie. =)

Proceed to http://www.friendster.com/lianalin to listen to the song.

A Way Back into Love - Hugh Grant & Haley Bannett
I've been living with a shadow, over head
I've been sleeping with a cloud, above my bed
I've been lonely for so long
Trapped in the past, I just can't seem to move on

I've been hiding all my hopes and dreams away
just in case I ever need them again someday
I've been setting aside time
to clear a little space in the corners of my mind

All I wanna do is find a way back into love
I can't make through without a way back into love
Oh-oh

I've been watching
but the stars refuse to shine
I've been searching
but I just don't see the signs
I know that it's out there
there's gotta be something for my soul somewhere

I've been looking for someone to shed some light
Not somebody just to get me through the night
I could use some direction
and I'm open to your suggestions

All I wanna do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart again
I guess I'm hoping that you'll be there for me in the end

There are moments when I don't know if it's real
or if anybody feels the way I feel
I need inspiration
Not just another negotiation

All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart to you
I'm hoping you'll show me what to do
and if you'll help me to start again
you know that I'll be there for you in the end

- LianaLin -

- you'd b disappointed -

2007-03-18T20:53:00.000+08:00

Hello world. Hello girls. =)

Let's start.

Boyfriend's birthday is coming and I'm pretty much panic-ing coz apparently my initial plan had to be chucked aside after considering certain components of the day. Haiz.

I'm not gonna spill out the whole event for that day just yet - coz Tommie, I know you'd be reading this ahakz.

23 days to go.

* it'd be good - it'd be good - it'd be good *

I just realized how useless Yahoo! search engine is - as compared to Google. I could not get an accurate detail of any information I was searching for in Yahoo! at all these days. Today, sad to say, i'm declaring my feelings of prejudice over Yahoo! search though my judgement is pretty premature.

I've officially been Google-ed.
* shakes head *

Heh. I'm being extra general in expressing myself today, aren't i. haha. shits.
What a stupid post. I'm wondering why I even started this entry in the first place haha. *rolls on the floor*

p.s . Linnie, me and fatimah miss you laa. You better spare some time for us ahhh youuu!~ *haiyakkk - bish*

- LianaLin -

- The Beginning -

2007-03-11T00:44:00.000+08:00

Hee. yeah. It's been a while. Ahakz.

I've been fidgeting to blog and rant but the new Google blogger really got on my nerves faster than I could publish any of my posts - thus, I gave up and decided to wait another day hoping my ranting machine would not give way anytime soon. If you get what I mean.
Nyeah.

Anyhooz. If this entry gets through, thank you god. okay here goes.

Here are a few outdated pictures I didn't get to publish before. Valentine's Day was really really nice. Hee, thanks boyfriend for cooking. You're the sweetest la. Yeah, and we had our very own picnic at Vivo City haha. It was beyond words.

The gift I made him which took my whole night to compile haha. Effort ahh.

The spaghetti was good la Tommie.

From where we sat, our view overlooked the sea. Very nice.

Heh. Very well prepared boyfriend.

Good Vibration Festival

My chicken got ran over by a car. *sob* The eyes pop out laa..

When we were all dry and comfy.

The GVF was awesome in the beginning, but when Saw Loser performed at the start of the festival, rain came pouring down pretty bad. Not many stayed to watch the very hyped up band. What a pity la - so me and Tommie, being very supportive spectators decided to stand in the rain in front of the stage just to make sure the band know they're being heard haha. wth. Saw Loser was great la. I've gained a personal respect for the way they play. Kudoos.

On the other hand, Electrico was a disappointment. That's all I could say. And the rest of the different genre of bands performing were a big fat joke. The one genre I least expected to enjoy ( raggae ) , actually made me sway. haha. *rolls on the floor* . The Festival was amusing, as much as I was hoping I would enjoy, I actually thank god I got the tickets for free and not just blew 60bucks on a ridiculous gig.

So we spent time pasting stickers on ourself, while waiting for the stupid trance song to end.

Result of Tommie's artpiece. Ahakz.

Part of the crowd.

Heh. And this is a very promiscuous picture la. Boyfriend, your jersey really really made me smile. hehe. It was a very very sweet surprise. =)

The most recent event was my trip to Genting Highlands. hehehehe. I had the best time of my life. Thanks boyfriend, thanks Alfie, and thanks Hannah for being there with me. More trips to come?? hehehe. And I need more pictures la. These were the only pictures that got captured on my phone. Crap right? My phone died on me on the second day laaa! bugger~!

** Hannah I want the rest of the pics can ?? hehe **

The very long coach ride. Heh, girls, I made it ahhh! ahakz..

LianaLin. Tommie

Hannah. Alfie

City of entertainment indeed.

That's not our hotel la. Our hotel is beside it. First World Hotel.

Hehe. The year have so far given me a phenomenal start. Oh god, please give me many more superb memories to come.

Nyeah, Ey girls, hehehehe, when we gonna have our overseas trip pulak heh?? Hehe. Bangkok anyone?? and and I just realized we have been down on camwhoring lately. =( i miss those days. i miss you girls already laa.

I'll be back for more. If Google Blogger loves me enough. heez.

- lianalin -

A trip to sungai road

2007-02-22T00:02:00.000+08:00

For the whole 22++yrs living in this world, this is the first time i actually enter the sungai road 'junk market' too bad i did not bring along my digicam so yar no snap shots. I was behaving like a tourist. Went gu gu ga ga over the stuffs i saw.

Usually i only view sungai road from a tv program or passing by when im in the bus. I do get the idea that the things they sell over there are 2ndhand vintage stuffs where u cnt find anywhere in local shops. There im pointing at the things i used to see...
"eh eh bende tu so old, eh eh that old clock....."

But the most interesting part of the sungai road is i noticed alot people was crowding at these few shops. Natural for me to be a little bite 'kepo' i try to squeeze my head thru the crowd but i couldnt manage to get thru. So was so very furious and curious wat is so interesting that they are looking at!!! Wrong place to be a pendek in height! haha (mangkuk!)

I was lucky that Budd was around so he help me to find out. The first few shops he found out that they were gambling. Yar in broad daylight was publicly open for gambling at sungai road!.. wat a shocking moment for me. They are smart they gamble in silence so not much noise were made. (hahaha)...

So as we went in deeper for more shops, i saw pirated VCDS n DVDs are on selling too. Where are the policeman?? haha.. There is no fear at their face for those selling it, they were relek on corner and just entertain the customers enquiries. So not so amazing rite...here come the next shocking moment in my life..

Another crowd, crowding these few shops...so as my curiousity was again increasing Budd have to help me out again..haha kepo GF.lol. Wanna noe what they are selling ??!!!

PORN VCDS!! haha...*rolls over the floor*
i was like wth.. i tot sumtink special or precious they are selling sekali Porn lerr...ahakz

So i conclude that people who went to sungai road didnt actually find vintage things but secretively went for gambling and purchasing porn vcds.. (SOTOPID siak!)

What a trip...
What an experience...

[Still Fuzzy in my head "what so interesting in PORN VCDS?" *smack head*]

signing off

Elymra Azaliah

Annoucements

- Liana Pc crash yar so she is unavailable rite now

-Fadzlin Lappy is behaving like a snail so she cant update too

Bad Bloody Holiday

2007-02-21T00:53:00.000+08:00

To all Chinese .. i wish you all Happy Chinese New Year ...

Well as for me it turned out to be a sober holiday. I was totally bummed at home from saturday-monday. Yup true...i guess im back to the golden days where i just wake up n watched tv. So yar im offically back to my old job which is the TvFreak!...im totally restless and cnt even be bother to do anytink but just lay my ass at the sofa and watched the tv program one after the other.

.Saturday.
As sober as it can be, it just need to turn out to be sour! As i thought becoming back as TvFreak was bad but my mom have to make it sour. So had a dump arguement wif her.. As she is as pissed as im, she decided to follow my dad out. Finally lesser tenses for me. Why im home alone on a Saturday??Frankly have nothing to do plus hehe im broke so yar...lalalalala my TV was my bestfren dat day...ouhyar my big Tv broke down for awhile lolx guessed to much TV ..

.Sunday.
More Tv programs for me ....
And another arguement. I had a small arguement wif budd lately for some reasons. So again that pissed feeling appeared again after my mom. We just end the conversation hanging like dat all the way to the next day..
My mom so far on sunday have nothing against me. [[0.o roll eyes]]

.Monday.
Im supposed to go to dis kenduri called cukur rambut but i decided not to go coz im so badly restless for the 3 days flat!..cant be bother to even lift my feet to walk to the kitchen. Waited for Budd to called ...n nope he didnt not called. i guess he is avoiding the problem. So yar watched more tv...yippe!...yar right..for the first time my hp battery was full till 12midnight. Wow amazing nobody actually called me...wth (bowl=mangkuk)
So i gave in and called budd n im right he is avoiding the problem but we settle it with a bad joke. yup we are ok now.

.Tuesday.
Woohoo another CNY holiday ..yar right. There im parked my ass infront of the TV. More Tv programs for me.
Finally, budd called and we r going out! save by the bell. Fresh air finally ...we had dinner at ZAM ZAM coz he is craving for murtabak. YUMMY!... den we headed to Shaw to watch NORBIT. As we are early for the show...we slacked at starbux. So Budd ordered n i juz standby his side..so we proceed to wait for the drink. There this barista girl is practically flirting with Budd right in front of me. Well not exactly infront of me coz im being block by the coffeemaker. WAH!!..i was so GERAM! so i took a sit while hearing the loud conversation they had.

barista girl : So u r watching movie?
Budd:
barista girl :Wat movie?
Budd:
barista girl : wow that is a nice show , i love eddy!
Budd:
barista girl : i love when he do the multiple character
Budd:
barista girl : did you saw the part on norbit wen she dance with the pussycat dolls song
Budd:
barista girl : i was like eeeeuuuuu~~~! hate that part but it was funny
Budd:
barista girl : where r u skuling at?
Budd:
barista girl : what course?
Budd:
barista girl : wow.. ok ..im in NUS n im doing part-time at starbux
Budd:

u dont wanna noe what budd reply..so i leave it blank...( grr)

Budd asked me "how i noe that she is being flirty but not friendly?"...you gurls answer it for me alrite..(grr!)

She did the drink for so badly long wen the starbux overthere is so empty!..bitch!. So i was like ok fine i let it pass since the drink looks nice but stop there the drink so pathetic! IT was bitter till my throat hurts. WOW! first time in my life i just took 2 sipped frm starbux drink and pushed it aside. And i just so pissed so i took a walked to withdraw some money ...
When i walked in back to starbux, the girl was standing at the counter so i give her the black face and guessed what she said to her collegue "aku baru nak ckp hi"..the moment she saw me ..thinking it was a customer...so wats wrong saying Hi again. Futhermore, she nvr said Hi to me but she did said Hi to Budd. Dumb.

Feeling very pissed rite now......so revenge time
as she is standing there .... i make an eye contact with her and quickly i said to Budd as im pushing away the drink "The drink is not nice,i dont want"(loudly). She still looking at me and after awhile she went inside hahahahahahahahaha..with a pissed face. You messed with the wrong girl, dumb!

Norbit was nice. Everytink was nice till my mom have to make it not nice. She tried to call me several times but obviously i nvr picked it up coz i was in the theater. So she nag at me saying she called but i nvr pick up and nag again asking when am i reaching home. For god sake, im at home for the 3days flat siak! wat more she wnts..den her reason is tmr(wed) i have skul!..wth i just cant stand it anymore.

I was so pissed. No one understand or understood me. No chance for me to do things peacefully. No chance for me to even do things i want. I just dont know why...When all the PISSED just piled up in my head.. i just gone mute,brokedown and cry. Thats all i did. So yar Budd send me home, so i tot when everytink has ended and tmr is another day for me but i was wrong..

There my dad right smack appear infront of me and Budd (caught red handed)!!!! DIE! my dad is a conservative minded person. So yar, Budd got shoo away frm my dad and i got a lecture in the lift and there he is so dissapointed in me coz he gave me freedom n i did dis to him just because im still skuling...WTH! im 23 yrs old DAD!..wow i did everythink he wanted as a daughter and give me that kind of understanding when he saw me wif a guy! ouhyah Budd juz standing beside me while waiting for the lift. How bad can dat bE?!!! My dad give me 3warnings as in if he caught me the 3rd time den heaven knows what could happen to me..

There he goes complaining to my mom, yar then my mom find out i lied to her coz i told her that im out wif a girl yada yada...so i just locked myself in the room to avoid all the conversation..
till tmr den i will get the lecture from my mom....
(bowlssss...=mangkuk bertepik siak! kat atas kepala)

So much of the CNY holiday
So much of restless and bad mood.

This is one of my bad of the bad day i faced.

im mute myself
i brokedown and cried...

signing off
Elymra Azaliah

- keeps pouting -

2007-02-05T10:17:00.000+08:00

I went. and he already left for school.
I called. and he was already in the bus.

so I threw away the nasi goreng and orange juice I prepared.

.. coz I didn't wanna bring it back all the way to Tampines again.

I am pretty bummed right now.

it could have been good if it happened anyway.
- could have.

*pouts*

what a start to my week. I am very much drained.

Good luck for the paper boyfriend. =)

I'm probably just missing you too much.

- takes a short nap -
( current location : MP lab )

- LianaLin -

- happily Frigging -

2007-02-05T06:47:00.000+08:00

I am up so frigging early.

And I have 12 frigging minutes to kill - FYI its 0618AM on my computer desktop clock right at this moment.

The fact is I can't sleep today so - kudoos liana ! she decides to hop on the train to get to Bukit Batok to give her kesayangan boyfriend a surprise breakfast before his final paper.

.. and I thought I was supposed to be so frigging envious with the fact that he only have this last paper to follow through and that's when he would be officially free from ( long dreadful anticipating pause ) - yes ... school!

* I'm probably overusing the 'frigging' word by now *

Boyfriend, you better love me for this.

*peace sign* haha..

Good morning girls. Good morning people. Good morning world.

p.s. I've finish my part of the report wooohoooo!~ Linnie kau dabiz ke lom?? Please don't tell me you continued sleeping yesterday... * give that face you want to bish * ahakz.. - peace in your pocket!

Okay. Time's up!

- LianaLin -

- you're damn old alright -

2007-01-24T12:45:00.000+08:00

Today I chanced upon a 13 year old's blog..

.. and I caught him using the following phrase -

" sometimes I just wish I could be a kid again .. "

......

[ a very long, confused pause ]

[... seriously, very very long one ]

*shakes head*

.....

Oh like c'mon la ! - Gawd!

Darnit.

I feel like these are the moments I'm in denial of being very very YOUNG indeed - if you get what I mean. heh. wth ahakz!

I'm feeling naive now. k bye.

- lianalin -

When Joomla is in our way!!

2007-01-23T19:17:00.000+08:00

"Fadzlin is beating me help!!!" - Azaliah
"im so frust wif my drink" - LiNNie
Liana?? MIA!!

Liana actually wanna update as her PC window was in create new post but as she is MIA i will do the updating 1st as mention in the tag..

LiNNie and Me, we keep beating each other on our arms...at this very moment!
ouch!! she beat me again..and i have to respond to that beating..hahaha

[the beating hands]

[The read marks frm fadzlin's palm]

[The read marks frm mine palm]

Fadzlin actually was so thirsty and she went down to buy a drink. When she came back up to the lab, her face was so frustrated coz her ice lemon tea drink had to give her a problem. The opener actually accidently detached as she wanted to open it..bad luck..haha..we tried to open for her but we juz cant. As she complained that she is so very thirsty Liana gave her the leftover milo oreo to LiNNie.. and finally! she kept quiet.

[The drink wif no opener]

Then again we continue beating each other....

Today LiNNie and me actually wear strippy t-shirt and same color of *** lol...black. As for today only Liana is our stepSister..hehe coz she wear black t-shirt and diff color of ***.. 0.o

[Our stress faces & panda eyes]

So i have to ask Liana n LiNNie what color ********* they are wearing. Liana have to answer me truthfully that hers is white and there is a cat imprint at the side. So i told her that she cursed Tommie to be an imprint to her *********..hehe..lol.. and LiNNie have to add that she is wearing strippy *********....grr well im wearing yellow *********..(Sotopid seyy)

We had another KFC meal due to Liana craving..and our lovely milooreo bubble tea..

-SALUT-

Location : MP lab (TP)
Time: 7.23pm

signing off
Elmyra Azaliah

WARNING this is a long entry

2007-01-12T23:21:00.000+08:00

The Pinky and Brain are dying waiting for me to update. They are so tired of waiting so they even find a topic for me to update on. But let it be at the end of my entry.

Deep breathe...Here goes...

2007

I got my 1st-

-Sms from Pinky wishing me happy New Year. To think of it I never sms anyone wishing happy New Year... hehe... Well I sleep thru the night soundly at my lovely bed....that is my celebration every year. Call me boring but sometimes I'm glad that I did only that. It is because hearing people complaining about their bad moments of New Year eve makes my reason to be sleeping sounds better hehe... What can go wrong rite if you are sleeping at your lovely comfortable bed...??!! Hehe.. k no offence some party went WELL..

-Phone Call from my lovely Aaron or Budd...Who else want to call me at 2am in the morning just talking crap all the way. Well that is us... Sweet love lalalalala ^_^

Who I meet 1st-

That would be the Pinky and Brain and all the Tpians... it was really a long break for us. Rarely will we get 2wks break. It was super duper nice fun holiday...all of use were dragging our butt to school on Wednesday. Haizzzzzzzz..sianzzzzz -_-

1st memorable event on the list

Finally I manage to gather some of my Siglapians friends to have a mini gathering dinner. Although some could not make it but there are about 8people who turned up. WOW... the moment we met, we just realize how much we missed each other... hehe we just talk n talk n talk...fun outing!! Wonder went us going meet again?? Maybe in someone's wedding? Hehe...Heart them<3>

My 1st vandalism

Actually it is today. This is all got to do with Brain. She had this event at her work place; she got hook to a song title 'oh carol'. So the addiction spread to Pinky. Later on the spreading got worse because it leads to ME. So in our MP lab she had to insert the song to my play list and played it over and over again. We sing it; we memorize it and even wrote it down (somehow). So that is my 1st vandalism doodling at our Lab class.

Ouh yah Brain did some vandalism to my MP desktop the other day. So as you all know revenge is SWEET so here is my 2nd vandalism to her desktop. Muahaha [evil

_laugh]

Lastly...

Our 1st shopping together

And shall mention also this is the topic they choose to make me update hehe... and the event happen today also. As Pinky so called in her diet but we craved her till she drool to eat lunch with us at KFC. So we managed to drag her along. Then Pinky and Brain had to do her shopping again on Friday (Pinky had her shopping last Friday).

Brain

Recently, her mom already signals her to buy new shoes. So I think she was passing by converse and saw this promotion for Jack Purcell white shoe for $39.90 with student pass. Obvious she is buying it coz of the great deal. Furthermore, she got Sharoum to design for her. Hehe... can't wait for the outcome... put SyaLinBloop k? wakaka no lah linBloop eh? ...kk bloop bloop..???

Bloop Bloop means the dreaming bubbles above Brain head dreaming about erm...you all guess lah k..hehe..

Pinky

She had to drag me again to both TM and century to search for her socks, army cap and her hair band or scarf or ribbon...or what ever they called it. Luckily, she bought all the things she wanted, worth of my energy...hehe. At the end of it she has to say "alamak!! I am supposed to buy my perfume that is the reason why I am saving up..."(Shake head) oh well Pinky we can do it again next Friday ok... I am officially your shopping partner...:D

As Pinky is hunting this 'army cap'... so I recommend going to 77th streets. So we found a few nice caps there and all of us end up trying it and fighting at the mirror to see if the cap suits us or not. And all of us end up buying the same cap. Finally we got something together which is the right size and the right color and the right taste.

Thanks to Brain that I got my cap in advance. Later... I pay u k. MUAKS LOVE YOU!!

Told you it is a long entry...

signing off

Elmyra Azaliah

.completely complicated.

2007-01-06T22:31:00.000+08:00

how shall i begin ? itz gettin more complicated.

i was messed up in a few ways. i was out wif a fren, man, recently. n i had dis sudden feeling of missing him, hes attached btw. itz crazy. i cant help it but i told him de truth dat i missed him. luckily he was kinda ok wif it laa. after i told him bout de shits..i felt better.

messed up ? heres more.

i'm startin to learn to let go of a lost loved one. wen i'm about to let go, he came back, be nice to me n everything. n dere i go again...all weak in de knees..dere i go again...feelin all in love wif him all over again...yes at a certain pt i wish dat we'll be together again or maybe we are still together. FAT HOPE. coz..i felt sum1 is being a barrier between us. it made me dislike her sooo much. i'm getting NUMB to de hurt dat u gonna cause me or u caused me.
de bottom line is: no pt me being wif him again if i cant accept his bezfren.

r u feeling messed up as i am ?

single yet complicated ? very true. missing fren hus currently attach ?..still lovin de ex-boyfren, iSk ?..n at de same time..liking sum1 so much ?...n i think..i'm slowly falling in love wif him..? ok i need help sum1...die laaaa. i think i'm seriously slowly falling in love wif him..ok kill me nw...

u tell me..single yet complicated ?

*fatimah & liana, u understand my entry nw? wakakaka*

-LiNNie-

.happi 2007.

2006-12-31T20:29:00.000+08:00

2006 gonna end in a few hours time. heres wat happen in de year 2006 for me.

FRIENDS:
my frens; fatimah, liana & escape crew - hv been de bez people in my life. dey r de ones hu kept me smiling n luffing wen i'm down.

fatimah & liana-a part of me,

hey gurls, ferstly wishin u a happi 2007. may 2007 be a year den 2006 for uu. n stay happi wif ur boyfrens aite. wakaka. aniwaes..itz goin to be 3yrs since we noe each other. n within dese 3yrs..each of us hv changed boyfrens twice. except for liana. hehehehe. for dose hu bloggers hu r reading dis..take note..i'm addicted to STARBUCKS coz of dem! yes! dem! heehee.
once in a while..wen i craved for starbucks, dey'll be dere to join me.
caramel frap wif java chips gerls?

escape crews-another part of me,

been werkin in escape for 1year 9mths to be exact. met different kind of people-crews & guests.
we share de experience wen hvin probs wif difficult guests, our nonsensical moments, smoking session, de lepakking after werk at alfresco, our likes, dislikes, crushes, love & gossips among de crews. escape crew is another group of frens who are also a part of me.
to azlin, diana, nona, huda, syawal, shahroum, muhaimin, khai, aliman, jessica, jumadi, zhafran..
thankz for de happiness & crappiness to brighten up my daes.
*fun people serving fun people*

LOVE:

iSkandar,

my love life was a better one den last year. been frens wif iSk for about 4yrs, but we were together onli dis yr, 3rd Feb 06. a dae & a lover i'll neva forget. it has always been my hope dat we will be together forever but dat didnt happen. things juz went wrong, it didnt go our way. we had many happi moments together. BSB concert n Mocca Band performance made our love blossom. dere are moments dat i cant neva forget. i still remember hw much i missed him wen he was away to Bangkok for 4daes. i noe, itz onli 4daes..but damn i missed him soo much. de feeling of being loved by sum1 whom u loved so much..i cant describe it.
he will always be a part of me & i hv always keep him in a special place in my heart.

iSk,
i forgive u for being away for far too long..

REGRETS:
it pays to be patient. itz true! heres wat happen..n i truly regret it. it was a march skool holidaes n de admission for escape was $4 i think. of course we expect a large crowd. it was totally not my dae. i had to do at pirate ship. i cant handle de queue line. n deres a few grp of guests hu insist on sitting at de veri last row. i was getting pissed laa. so dey threaten to complain to my mgr. after i heard dat..i lost my temper i juz scold "sial" to de guest. datz one thing. i keep staring at dat grp of guest. den i didnt even open de exit line for dem. i juz ignored dem. soo...dere...i got suspended coz i was rude to de guest. total regret.

AIMS FOR 2007:
1. complete my MP - c'mon gerls we need to buck up. wakakaka! nanti sankara bising! lol.
2. graduation - can't wait!
3. be more less hot tempered ? heehee
4. try to save more money !! as i dun hv ani savings at all. blergh
5. i want to be dere for iSk - coz of smth

*HAPPI 2007 EVERYONE!*

-LiNNie-

- 2006 Voyage -

2006-12-29T20:51:00.000+08:00

I am so bored, period. Thus am here ranting it out.

I feel fat seh. To think my resolution for this year to drop the weight to 45kg, damnit cannot make it seh Liana. Haiyoo. 3 more days [chuckle] to a new start, and I can't wait.

hehe.

Starting anew always leave me hyped up for the coming year.

Ah well - Overall, the year have been good la. I haven't done much that was too heavily regretful, as compared to the year before. It was a good start following a great end to it, accompanying someone I never expected to be a part of. hmm. Life have been filled with unexpected turns, kinda dawned on me that I've changed. - Hopefully, for the better.

Anyhoozz, just happened to come across these quotes which set me thinking for a bit.. Enjoy =]

Judge your success by what you hv to give up in order to get it.

The best relationship is one in which your love for each-other exceeds your needs for each-other.

Some people come into our lives and quickly go. Some people move our souls to dance. They awaken us to new understanding with the passing whisper of their wisdom. Some people make the sky more beautiful to gaze upon. They stay in our lives for awhile, leave footprints on our hearts, and we are never ever the same.

- Thus, I am nv the same. [smile]

Have a phenomenal 2007 people.

[ I just realized how merepek this looks - ahakx ]
Toodlez ppl .. heez

- Love, LianaLin. -

.h i p p i e s b a b y.

2006-12-21T02:31:00.000+08:00

hippies nite baby! *nods* it was LQ staff party last nite. it was nt superb but it was tho. heee. de theme for de nite was HIPPIES. n soo...our etp crew did our hunt for hippies costume!

we were to buy a $5 gift for a gift exchange. guez wat i bought ? heeh. ok..dis budget $1.45 chocolate from watsons. hehehe. i think, everyone frm etp has de same wrapping paper. datz frm watson. lol. npk sgt budget! hahaha.

i dunno hw to describe de feeling ahh.. but seeing de etp crews wearing hippies..haha..was juz one of a kind laaa. it was a disappointment laa coz www crew didnt wear their hippies costumes except for de lifeguards. ouh well..i dun care much bout dem. heeeh.

n soo..we were suppose to be in at 830 i think ? waited for bunch of ppl till ard 9. den we headed to de tsunami area to watch de performance n everything laa..
wanna noe smth ? it sux laa for de muslim ppl, esp for dose hu realli *jage* their food n drinks. coz wat i heard frm my frens, de drinks dey add smth like alcohol into it. stoopid rite ? bodo bodo.

perfomance..it was a so-so laa. ouh yes...i'm addicted to dis song title oh! carol. haha. sang by dis lifeguard aahhh. dunno watz his name. hehehe. nice cute sonng! *sings oh! carol* wakakaka.

so....enjoy de pics ok!

.me n syira.

.guys in hippies.

.fav hippies couple-naquiah & afiq.

.snap-runs in escape blood.

.ladies in hippies.

-oh! carol-

Oh, Carol, I am but a fool

Darling, I love you tho' you treat me cruel

You hurt me and you made me cry

But if you leave me I will surely die

Darling, there will never be another

'Cause I love you so

Don't ever leave me

Say you'll never go

I will always want you for my sweetheart

No matter what you do

Oh, Carol, I'm so in love with you

Oh, Carol, I am but a fool

Darling I love you tho' you treat me cruel

You hurt me and you made me cry

But if you leave me I will surely die

Darling, there will never be another

'Cause I love you so

Don't ever leave me

Say you'll never go

I will always want you for my sweetheart

No matter what you do

Oh, Carol, I'm so in love with you

-LiNNie-

- Angels or Devil -

2006-12-20T23:46:00.000+08:00

( please give a min for this entry to load the images . thankiez! )
This entry is going to get confusing - Believe me. I wrote it.
Basically my thoughts are all pretty jumbled up and I just wanna pen it all down.
It's extremely random
- so pardon me.

I believe promiscuous entry calls for similar random photos to go along, and note to self, the pictures doesn't necessarily depict the parts of the entry I've slotted them in. So please heh.
Let's begin..

Zoorah's pit. Had a blast though it was dreadfully wet.

13th Dec 2006

" If only I can see the future.

Then again, I'm not sure I wanna know either. "

..............

yah. The rain.

The rain have been pouring mercilessly la w/out a doubt. I actually carve myself a smile this morning - feeling the heat from the sun as I stepped out of the room. I love the rain, but it's getting way too depressing. I dare say - excessive weather downfall could really stir a lot of sudden mood swing amongst many. Me la for that matter.

An unplanned picnic before the monsoon season haha. It was uber fun.

ECP 08th Dec 2006

Sometimes I wonder if i think too much. Do i?

Thinking actually makes me feel tons better.

You should try.

Do that with gummy bears on one hand.

hehe. it helps. really.

.....................

Sometimes I wish i never knew.
I wished.
But it happened.

I won't lie.
but it does hurt.
I felt the pinch.

the fact is.
the more i knew.
the more i wish i didn't ask.

why did i even stumble on that?

again, sometimes i wish i never knew.

tu la liana. gatal kan tangan. lerr..

shesssh. hehe.

okay la. i'm over it.
................

Saw 3 w Zee ( 18th Dec 2006 )

I'm hooked to Dishwalla - Angels or devils.

Thanx ar Zee. Grr. Shesssh!

Heez, but yah. on a lighter note. I actually understood the meaning of the song fully coz of him.

Truthfully, i was close to tears listening to it the first time after he shared with me his story. If i were to just listen blatantly to the song, it wouldn't have mattered.

so yah. a short extract ..

the angels they burn inside for us
are we ever
are we ever gonna learn to fly
the devils they burn inside of us
are we ever gonna come back down
come around
I'm always gonna worry about the things that could make us cold

Though it's not directly affecting me Zee, I can sense how you feel.
And i'd be here to listen.
Besides, that's what friends are for right?

eh yah. and plz heh. bubble gum from mlysia jangan lupe. nyeahh.
...............

Someone's getting married.

Heez.

Congratulation Nin.

too bad im not close to you anymore la.
I wanna be the flower girl !~

Ahakz. lupekan saje niat tu heh lin.
Nyeah. Bluekz.
.................

* he just cross my mind *

=) Zul.

Hehe. i love him. even more than you think. even more than i ever thought i could love a guy.

I was never afraid of losing someone.
till the day he came.
and rob me off my heart.

Vivocity. Kinder surprsie. 3 Needles.

19th Dec 2006

I'm in love.

i know you know.

*still smiling*

................

Century Square ( 20th Dec 2006 )

Fatimah.

i want that GAP sweater.

=( but don't think gonna get it anytime soon.
investing on something for 29th dec.

heh. u know i know.he dunnoe.
hush hush. ahakx.

I'm just hoping his soccer training don't end too late.
I'm so risking it la.

I don't care haha.

That perfect fit. Hehe. ( 15th Dec 2006 )

...........

Now that i've thought too much.
and poured way more.
i shall shut up now.

and.

if you are v confused,

i really don't blame you.

hehe. coz honestly, i am myself.

toodlez ppl. bluekx!

. End .

- LianaLin -

Recaps

2006-12-16T16:06:00.000+08:00

Everytime the year is going to end, i will have a big reflection what i have done throughout the year. As my brain filters,there are words typing out from my brain like "I wish I could..", "I could have..", "Why i never.." and etc..this is what we called REGRETS..Well what is done is done..What is over get over it..Move on with life and append your new year resolution as the year increase by 1.

I am not really a resolution person but I do make one resolution every year when the clock strike 12midnight on 31December. But deep in my thick brain keep on reminding me that i will never carried out the resolution..lol So why I set a resolution for myself well I also not very sure about that. *Smack Head*

Of all the regrets i have, these two words would be in bold and they are Love and Failure.

Love
Everyone will face dis at least once in their life or everytime. And that is
Am I doing the right thing?
Is he the one?
Am I happy with him?
What am I doing?
Can I see the future with him?
and do I still love him?..
these questions always been floating around my mind but i always pushed it away because i will confirmed and reconfirmed again to myself that im doing ok and it is good and all.

After awhile when these questions just keep on appearing in your mind and situation just fall into places, it is just time to let out. After letting it out, there are abit of guilty feelings in your heart. But the answers somehow will make you feel better. And again everything is alright.
He loves me..

Failure
Sins
More Sins..
and it just adding up and piling up..

Failed in doing my devotion to God. It is hard to change when there is saying doing bad is easy den doing good. Nevertheless, I never stop believe in HIM. Everytime I make a promise to HIM somehow I will always break my own promises. HE must be pretty mad at me right now but HE will Forgive because there are always a room for people like me to change. HE will be waiting for me..

Humans are not perfect.
Imperfections are Us.
Mistakes are to be made and from there we will learn.

Well there is always new year resolution to start...*giggles*
Hmmz..
What will be my new to append resolution for dis year would be?hekhek :P *SOTOPID*

Signing off
Elmyra Azaliah

triplicate-femme

.swine flu.

.buzz off.

.let him be safe.

.random.

.yak yak yak.

.090409.

.April.

Fall Out Boy is coming to town - 10Feb09

.nervous breakdown.

.ippie yippie ai ai.

.happi 2009.

.DEADLINES & I'M DEAD.

A Sober Story from my side - My turn

.goodbye.

- i miss u -

.loosing my senses.

.loosing time & hope.

.a close one.

.annoyance.

.sad liao..

.when is boss is away.

.ORD OHHHHH!!.

.crush crush crush.

His Holiness Guru Pitka

.happi bdae to nur diana.

.MUNIR-HARBOUR HANDLERS.

.after all..

."goodbye".

.sumpah akuu 2.....

.sumpah akuu....

- Just think, Literally -

.cousins gateaway.weewoowiit.

14/06-TV Program Suck-Guess what i decided to do?

- Anyone? -

.hopes.

The Perfect Full Moon

.another random post.

.$$$$.

.OWE MONEY PAY MONEY.

.a sick bastard.

.happi 2008.

.thank god i found u.

.sentosa.

.happi bdae pretty boy.

.i'm feelin shitty.

.boss.

.october.

.honeymoon.

Shopping Spree w/o geting tired

- Beer Anyone? -

.pattaya garden.

.bila rindu.cehhh.hahaha.

- My Guardian Angel -

Deep thoughts coming thru my head

.trust.

*drools*-dun ask me y ^^

- Don't go, can? -

I am almost Famous*nuff*

.wen ur gone.

.untitled.

.tired.

3yrs Memory Lane

.thoughts.

.craving.

- Boston -

Spidey Spidey

.yippie yippie ai ai.

Horn Horn

- Aiyayai -

.my sugarplum.

.chocolate classico.

Singapore-Vietnam

- Music and Lyrics -

- you'd b disappointed -

- The Beginning -

A trip to sungai road

Bad Bloody Holiday

- keeps pouting -

- happily Frigging -

drools-dun ask me y ^^

I am almost Famousnuff