Haiz. Damn I miss my hair. And my longer fringey-bangs. *sob* It's 0300Am in the morning and as usual, I'm still up - and I feel fat.
At this point, though I'm honestly extremely contented with my life, I believe at this junction I'm ready to crumble by my own confusion. Haiz, Liana Liana Liana... I really need some cafe therapy seh. Zooorahhhhh, where are you??
Let's not get into this - I believe to date only Elmyra and Linnie knows. But I'm sad leh, like they're going through a rough patch too, and just didn't feel like going into much detail with my senseless upsetting.
Yah anyhoo, I came across this image from a friend's blog - Hehe. Jannah, sorry for snatching this. Ahakz, just that for some reason it hit me a bit when I read it ..
I don't know how much of this i believe la. I mean i never really did think of all guys being the same, but yah, it amuses me for some reason maybe coz subconciously i immediately started to consider the fact that every guy for some reason hurt me in a way during a relationship.
That is subconsiously - Consiously, I always believed everything happens for a reason. This philosophy I always kept in mind..
The things that does not kill you will make you stronger.
To think of it now, I never blamed anyone. In fact, past experience forced me to grow up and I'm glad it happened. I dealt with it and I know I wouldn't go back. Though I hate to admit it, those from my past actually taught me a lot. They taught me that I'm strong, even without them. And the fact that I won't fall, even if they try to break me. I don't hate them. but I don't love them either.
To those who initiated a friendship at the end. Thank you. I feel truly truly blessed.
I wonder if anyone hates me now.
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- LianaLin -
