.buzz off.
Wednesday, April 29, 2009
a random conversation which turned out to be a supportive one.
im nt gonna show some of my piece.
-[ ridzy ]- says:
they can do that only coz u allow them to
-[ ridzy ]- says:
aiya ppl like this will always be ard la
-[ ridzy ]- says:
how to cope do alone
-[ ridzy ]- says:
you are not in school to win friends
-[ ridzy ]- says:
dun worry abt anyone else but ueself
-[ ridzy ]- says:
they not gonna feed u
-[ ridzy ]- says:
take it easy ar
-[ ridzy ]- says:
dun care abt these kinda ppl
-[ ridzy ]- says:
impt is points and getting thru degree
-[ ridzy ]- says:
den dats it
-[ ridzy ]- says:
can buzz off oreadi
❤linnie❤triplicates❤darlings❤ipi❤ .dear halifi, u dun hv to keep askin me.just buy it! hahahaha. says:
i shared wif mama bout dis.
❤linnie❤triplicates❤darlings❤ipi❤ .dear halifi, u dun hv to keep askin me.just buy it! hahahaha. says:
i noe she feels kinda upset dat i go tru dis crap
❤linnie❤triplicates❤darlings❤ipi❤ .dear halifi, u dun hv to keep askin me.just buy it! hahahaha. says:
n my results hv nt been good.
-[ ridzy ]- says:
its ok
-[ ridzy ]- says:
my results also horrible
-[ ridzy ]- says:
but as long as u get thru degree its ok
-[ ridzy ]- says:
urnot taking honors
-[ ridzy ]- says:
so its not so bad
-[ ridzy ]- says:
janji degree
-[ ridzy ]- says:
coz work.. they dun care abt grades
-[ ridzy ]- says:
jus get thru it
❤linnie❤triplicates❤darlings❤ipi❤ .dear halifi, u dun hv to keep askin me.just buy it! hahahaha. says:
almost done.
-[ ridzy ]- says:
gd2❤linnie❤triplicates❤darlings❤ipi❤ .dear halifi, u dun hv to keep askin me.just buy it! hahahaha. says:
left 4 more modules.
❤linnie❤triplicates❤darlings❤ipi❤ .dear halifi, u dun hv to keep askin me.just buy it! hahahaha. says:
to do better
-LiNNie-
Pinky_Brain_Elymra _ b l o g g e d _ @ 12:11 AM |
.let him be safe.
Saturday, April 25, 2009
As of Now (25.04.09 @0052hrs), i have to force myself to stay awake n focus by DRINKING COKE.
yes u got dat right. as much as ii dislike coke, i'm hook to it coz i need caffeine to stay awake. sumhw or rather, drinking coffee at nite makes me sleepy. i will juz take a nap, n my nap will be until de next morning. cehhh!
sunday is coming, n soon another paper will be over. i hate exams. de mugging, de stress, de "mampos-aku-brain-block"..
i still hv more to cover. mati mati mati. RMSC. Resource Management & the Supply Chain. Mr John Knight, U BETTER PASS ME siaaa! cehhh.
n ouhhhhh!! i'm soooo excited! i juz bought dis thing laa..waiting for payment to be made..i shall not disclose anything. *grrrrrriiiiiinnnnnnnnnnnnsssss*
*Please guide him throughout his journey. Please return him to me de same way wen he left. Insya Allah*
-LiNNie-
Pinky_Brain_Elymra _ b l o g g e d _ @ 12:52 AM |
.random.
Monday, April 20, 2009
I AM SO TAKING URGENT LEAVE TODAY (21st April 2009)!!!
the reason is, i have yet to complete my business law assignment. heck!
im surprised dat im quite awake at dis time. so is my boyfren. hah.
i think must be de coke laaa. or de super hot weather~!
ok chiao chin chee!
-LiNNie-
Pinky_Brain_Elymra _ b l o g g e d _ @ 2:32 AM |
.yak yak yak.
Saturday, April 11, 2009
1 down. just hope i'll pull thru de 2nd time.
another one in approx 12hours. another late nite.
blogging is another source where i'll let it out.
tho i'm "recovering" from de pms, it sure irritates de hell out of me. it gets on my nerves.
as of now, i shall not be mentioning any names. dun even ask me hu am i referrin to.
i guez, itz about time, dat i should think bout my own work & not being "dependent" on any1. if any1 would think of me dat way.
maybe, sumhw, sum1 will juz think of me dat way.
& i think, i should juz keep my distance frm u from nw on. to avoid misunderstanding.
to my darlings,
it has neva been dis long since we last contacted. we neither chat, mgs nor hang out for de longest time ever. i wonder hw hv u gerls been ?
to my triplicates,
as much as i miss my darlings, i miss de both of uu too. esp u liana. i wish u both well.
*ur such a yak yak yak yak*
-LiNNie-
Pinky_Brain_Elymra _ b l o g g e d _ @ 11:48 PM |
.090409.
Thursday, April 09, 2009
I hate it wen i feel intimidated or inferior towards sum1 hu is clever or maybe sum1 hu made me feel i'm stupid.
As tho, i'm too stupid dat i'm not up to standard as a Degree student.
You may see me as lazy, coz i always spend time outside.
You may see me as a failure, coz i can't even pull tru 2 module, n i have to repeat dem.
You may see me as a "i-cant-be-bothered", yes, i may show dat attitude, but wen i noe i need to do smth, i will do it. n i'll make sure i do it. just dat ii dun go ard showing ppl how stressed i am.
Doesnt mean i dun show it, means i dun feel/show any importance towards my studies.
I've been hvin bad weeks. I've venting it out on my boyfren. At times, it gets too much for me to handle everything. de emotions. de stress. It feels like a "balloon is filled with water, too heavy to carry de weight of de water. & u can see/feel itz gonna burst anytime, spilling all de water".
DAT IS HOW I AM FEELING RITE NOW.
You dun have to give me dose unneccessary intimidation feeling. I dun need dat.
N please, i still feel as tho ur "indirectly" blaming me for wat happen. Get over it laa. Cmon.
Thanks to Muhd.Halifi, for being dere.
For being de lite wen i was in darkness.
For being de smile to my face wen i was weeping.
For being ever so patient over dese few wks.
Thank you for just giving me non-stop advices & unconditional love.
I will remember ur advice..
"There are 3 types of ppl, 1 with low confidence, with confidence and 1 hu is over confident"
"Be confident by keeping ur morale high"
Much love to u.
& I just hope i can meet my triplicates, darlings & etp lepak kakis very soon.
Itz been so lonng....
-LiNNie-
Pinky_Brain_Elymra _ b l o g g e d _ @ 10:21 PM |