Saturday, December 09, 2006
Lately I've been dampened by so many setbacks.
And it sucks you see.
And I'm not complaining.
And it sucks you see.
But at the very moment I want to free myself from all the catastrophe for a while,
Forget everything else and compose myself
( - by meeting him ),
Try my best not to say/do anything wrong.
It feels like I'm letting him down pulak.
It's just that..
I don't see happy from him.
It was just inexpressive.
It's just a blank i see.
And it's so frustrating.
Coz I can't do anything.
I'm so disappointed .. probably in myself.
- Yet again seh.
Do you get it?
I just want perfect.
I'm sorry if it wasn't.
I was really really trying.
Honest.
He said i'm a Melancholic.
Maybe la heh.
..........
It feels like I'm letting him down pulak.
It's just that..
I don't see happy from him.
It was just inexpressive.
It's just a blank i see.
And it's so frustrating.
Coz I can't do anything.
I'm so disappointed .. probably in myself.
- Yet again seh.
Do you get it?
I just want perfect.
I'm sorry if it wasn't.
I was really really trying.
Honest.
He said i'm a Melancholic.
Maybe la heh.
..........
For some reason, scanning back through this entry, I don't really understand myself.
Heh. I won't blame you if you don't either la.
Ahakz.
I feel tons better now. Thank you.
I'm done
.. and I still love boyfriend.
. End .
- LianaLin -
