Firstly, HELLO MY DEAR GERLS-FATIMAH & LIANA! hehehe.
i noe, fatimah n liana hv been saein it lotz of times. so, i'm juz gonna sae it again. I MISS UU GERLS! hehe. at last we met up juz nw even for awhile. dirty talks ehh. haha. mulut jahat sehh korang. lol.
life has been ok for me. werked alot last wk until i had to face a TOTALLY crappy incidents laa. blardy hell. watever it is, my frens did cheered me up-esp on sundae.*nona..hint hint*kekeke. dat sundae was great laa. it was so much better at werk. doin breakers wif nona, syuk n dadly. n to sum1..hu actualli came down to pasir ris juz to make sure i'm ok after dose shits, thankz uu.
-tuesdae 20/3/07- went out to picnic wif my ex-boyfren. if sum of uu thinks dat itz ISK. nono.itz NOT him. it was a promise to celebrate his realli belated bdae. being a nicey me, sweet me. cehhh. i cooked for himm sherpherd's pie. n..n..i surprised him wif dis chocolate classico frm four leaves. hehe. eii..i sang for him a bdae song sehh. wif my crappy voice. kwang3. happi belated 22nd dear ex-boyfren. eating de sherpherd's pie, actualli reminded me of de past wen i was wif him back in 2003 ? tell me i hv a good memory. coz i cooked for him de same thing on his 17th bdae!
ok..can i just let out sum steam here ? itz bugging me laa. -i dun deny dat u use to be sum1 special in my life. sum1 i couldnt let go of. but to think bout it again, wat u hv done to me, used me, lied to me, nw i realize i was naive laa. realli naive. u noe wat ? i dun hate uu. but i juz wish dat u werent part of me at a pt of time.
lookin at ur pics wif herr made me think. u said u still hv feelings for me, yet u neva eva put our pics together on frenster juz coz u wanna keep it low profile. wth. lame. u said u neva had ani rltshp wif her, but u still cared so much for her. dis is wat happens if ur boyfren has aGERLas their bezfren.
lookin at ur pics wif dose drinks n places made me think. u said u dun drink n club. haha. furny sak. ur juz a totallyBIG LIAR. yes u are a bigg one. urEGO. yes u r ego. you said smth but u do smth else.
n i still remember wat u said to me wen we broke up. me: wat would uu do if i juz disappear frm ur life ? uu: i'll look for uu until i can find uu.
one werdBULLSHIT! yes itzBULLSHIT ISKANDAR. u want to enjoy ur life so much...go enjoy till u dropp dead. goodbye to uuISKANDAR.leave me alone.
heh. sori ppl. juz need to let it go ahh. dis is wat happen if uu love sum1 too way too much. but in de end ur treated like shit.
*p.s Fatimah: dun forget our pressies ok ? n enjoy ur holidae at vietnam! Liana: makin sihat! hahahaha. kwang3. tk laa. dun forget to put sunblock tmr ok!