Hello triplicates,
truth be told.. i miss u guys..
i hv so many things to share w both of uu,
bt time were nv on our side..
.. i don't knw why im feeling rather solemn now,
probably aft readin linnie's last post..
i don't know wad ur gg thru,
or wads happening in ur life right now..
but for some reason,
i sorta knw the pain ur feeling..
and the emptiness..
as much as i wish i cud advise to make things better,
but at tt point when i was in a rut,
i nv took a second to consider wad ppl are pointin out to me,
or advising me..
coz noone really knows..
the pain frm the cut in ur heart..
hear the cries u cry every night..
reliving the memories..ur tears wun even dry,
..and thru it all..
noone knws..
a part of u just die...
i got my life back.
coz i was lucky,
the boy i loved.. for so long..
he came back..
and there i was..
alive..
he made me ... me again.
and all i did..
all i did was pray..
a silent prayer every night..
to give me my life back..
and there he was..
and tho he took far too long..
but there he was.
he's the one..
and i knw i was right all along..
god made him the one..
to give me my life..
coz he was my life.
and only zul can be my life.
noone will ever get it.
noone will ever understand why i make my decisions.
but really, honestly..
i nv care wad ppl say, not one bit.
whats more to understand?
why judge me.
why judge him.
coz all im doing is loving.
coz if being w him is wrong..
i really never wanna be right,
ever..
Linnie..
Follow ur heart.
If u have the will to fight..
Fight.. no matter hw many rounds u hv to take..
hu cares if ppl say its not right..
But if deep inside u knw he's gonna kill u eventually..
Run..
Just run away..
Say a lil prayer every night.
As much as i wud for you..
Coz trust me..
Only god knows...
I dun get to see u at all nowadays..
Bt I really hope ur dreams will come true when i see u nxt..
And Fatimahhh..
i miss u dearly..
i miss my triplicates so much..
Let's go bowling some time..
=)
Yours truly,
LianaLin finally deciding to update..
Pinky_Brain_Elymra _ b l o g g e d _ @ 9:20 PM |