Triplicate Femme

.happi 2007.

Sunday, December 31, 2006

2006 gonna end in a few hours time. heres wat happen in de year 2006 for me.

FRIENDS:
my frens; fatimah, liana & escape crew - hv been de bez people in my life. dey r de ones hu kept me smiling n luffing wen i'm down.

fatimah & liana-a part of me,

hey gurls, ferstly wishin u a happi 2007. may 2007 be a year den 2006 for uu. n stay happi wif ur boyfrens aite. wakaka. aniwaes..itz goin to be 3yrs since we noe each other. n within dese 3yrs..each of us hv changed boyfrens twice. except for liana. hehehehe. for dose hu bloggers hu r reading dis..take note..i'm addicted to STARBUCKS coz of dem! yes! dem! heehee.
once in a while..wen i craved for starbucks, dey'll be dere to join me.
caramel frap wif java chips gerls?

escape crews-another part of me,

been werkin in escape for 1year 9mths to be exact. met different kind of people-crews & guests.
we share de experience wen hvin probs wif difficult guests, our nonsensical moments, smoking session, de lepakking after werk at alfresco, our likes, dislikes, crushes, love & gossips among de crews. escape crew is another group of frens who are also a part of me.
to azlin, diana, nona, huda, syawal, shahroum, muhaimin, khai, aliman, jessica, jumadi, zhafran..
thankz for de happiness & crappiness to brighten up my daes.
*fun people serving fun people*

LOVE:

iSkandar,

my love life was a better one den last year. been frens wif iSk for about 4yrs, but we were together onli dis yr, 3rd Feb 06. a dae & a lover i'll neva forget. it has always been my hope dat we will be together forever but dat didnt happen. things juz went wrong, it didnt go our way. we had many happi moments together. BSB concert n Mocca Band performance made our love blossom. dere are moments dat i cant neva forget. i still remember hw much i missed him wen he was away to Bangkok for 4daes. i noe, itz onli 4daes..but damn i missed him soo much. de feeling of being loved by sum1 whom u loved so much..i cant describe it.
he will always be a part of me & i hv always keep him in a special place in my heart.

iSk,
i forgive u for being away for far too long..

REGRETS:
it pays to be patient. itz true! heres wat happen..n i truly regret it. it was a march skool holidaes n de admission for escape was $4 i think. of course we expect a large crowd. it was totally not my dae. i had to do at pirate ship. i cant handle de queue line. n deres a few grp of guests hu insist on sitting at de veri last row. i was getting pissed laa. so dey threaten to complain to my mgr. after i heard dat..i lost my temper i juz scold "sial" to de guest. datz one thing. i keep staring at dat grp of guest. den i didnt even open de exit line for dem. i juz ignored dem. soo...dere...i got suspended coz i was rude to de guest. total regret.

AIMS FOR 2007:
1. complete my MP - c'mon gerls we need to buck up. wakakaka! nanti sankara bising! lol.
2. graduation - can't wait!
3. be more less hot tempered ? heehee
4. try to save more money !! as i dun hv ani savings at all. blergh
5. i want to be dere for iSk - coz of smth

*HAPPI 2007 EVERYONE!*

-LiNNie-

Pinky_Brain_Elymra _ b l o g g e d _ @ 8:29 PM |

- 2006 Voyage -

Friday, December 29, 2006

I am so bored, period. Thus am here ranting it out.

I feel fat seh. To think my resolution for this year to drop the weight to 45kg, damnit cannot make it seh Liana. Haiyoo. 3 more days [chuckle] to a new start, and I can't wait.

hehe.

Starting anew always leave me hyped up for the coming year.

Ah well - Overall, the year have been good la. I haven't done much that was too heavily regretful, as compared to the year before. It was a good start following a great end to it, accompanying someone I never expected to be a part of. hmm. Life have been filled with unexpected turns, kinda dawned on me that I've changed. - Hopefully, for the better.

Anyhoozz, just happened to come across these quotes which set me thinking for a bit.. Enjoy =]

Judge your success by what you hv to give up in order to get it.

The best relationship is one in which your love for each-other exceeds your needs for each-other.

Some people come into our lives and quickly go. Some people move our souls to dance. They awaken us to new understanding with the passing whisper of their wisdom. Some people make the sky more beautiful to gaze upon. They stay in our lives for awhile, leave footprints on our hearts, and we are never ever the same.

- Thus, I am nv the same. [smile]

Have a phenomenal 2007 people.

[ I just realized how merepek this looks - ahakx ]
Toodlez ppl .. heez

- Love, LianaLin. -

Pinky_Brain_Elymra _ b l o g g e d _ @ 8:51 PM |

.h i p p i e s b a b y.

Thursday, December 21, 2006

hippies nite baby! *nods* it was LQ staff party last nite. it was nt superb but it was tho. heee. de theme for de nite was HIPPIES. n soo...our etp crew did our hunt for hippies costume!

we were to buy a $5 gift for a gift exchange. guez wat i bought ? heeh. ok..dis budget $1.45 chocolate from watsons. hehehe. i think, everyone frm etp has de same wrapping paper. datz frm watson. lol. npk sgt budget! hahaha.

i dunno hw to describe de feeling ahh.. but seeing de etp crews wearing hippies..haha..was juz one of a kind laaa. it was a disappointment laa coz www crew didnt wear their hippies costumes except for de lifeguards. ouh well..i dun care much bout dem. heeeh.

n soo..we were suppose to be in at 830 i think ? waited for bunch of ppl till ard 9. den we headed to de tsunami area to watch de performance n everything laa..
wanna noe smth ? it sux laa for de muslim ppl, esp for dose hu realli *jage* their food n drinks. coz wat i heard frm my frens, de drinks dey add smth like alcohol into it. stoopid rite ? bodo bodo.

perfomance..it was a so-so laa. ouh yes...i'm addicted to dis song title oh! carol. haha. sang by dis lifeguard aahhh. dunno watz his name. hehehe. nice cute sonng! *sings oh! carol* wakakaka.

so....enjoy de pics ok!

.me n syira.

.guys in hippies.

.fav hippies couple-naquiah & afiq.

.snap-runs in escape blood.

.ladies in hippies.

-oh! carol-

Oh, Carol, I am but a fool

Darling, I love you tho' you treat me cruel

You hurt me and you made me cry

But if you leave me I will surely die

Darling, there will never be another

'Cause I love you so

Don't ever leave me

Say you'll never go

I will always want you for my sweetheart

No matter what you do

Oh, Carol, I'm so in love with you

Oh, Carol, I am but a fool

Darling I love you tho' you treat me cruel

You hurt me and you made me cry

But if you leave me I will surely die

Darling, there will never be another

'Cause I love you so

Don't ever leave me

Say you'll never go

I will always want you for my sweetheart

No matter what you do

Oh, Carol, I'm so in love with you

-LiNNie-

Pinky_Brain_Elymra _ b l o g g e d _ @ 2:31 AM |

- Angels or Devil -

Wednesday, December 20, 2006

( please give a min for this entry to load the images . thankiez! )
This entry is going to get confusing - Believe me. I wrote it.
Basically my thoughts are all pretty jumbled up and I just wanna pen it all down.
It's extremely random
- so pardon me.

I believe promiscuous entry calls for similar random photos to go along, and note to self, the pictures doesn't necessarily depict the parts of the entry I've slotted them in. So please heh.
Let's begin..

Zoorah's pit. Had a blast though it was dreadfully wet.

13th Dec 2006

" If only I can see the future.

Then again, I'm not sure I wanna know either. "

..............

yah. The rain.

The rain have been pouring mercilessly la w/out a doubt. I actually carve myself a smile this morning - feeling the heat from the sun as I stepped out of the room. I love the rain, but it's getting way too depressing. I dare say - excessive weather downfall could really stir a lot of sudden mood swing amongst many. Me la for that matter.

An unplanned picnic before the monsoon season haha. It was uber fun.

ECP 08th Dec 2006

Sometimes I wonder if i think too much. Do i?

Thinking actually makes me feel tons better.

You should try.

Do that with gummy bears on one hand.

hehe. it helps. really.

.....................

Sometimes I wish i never knew.
I wished.
But it happened.

I won't lie.
but it does hurt.
I felt the pinch.

the fact is.
the more i knew.
the more i wish i didn't ask.

why did i even stumble on that?

again, sometimes i wish i never knew.

tu la liana. gatal kan tangan. lerr..

shesssh. hehe.

okay la. i'm over it.
................

Saw 3 w Zee ( 18th Dec 2006 )

I'm hooked to Dishwalla - Angels or devils.

Thanx ar Zee. Grr. Shesssh!

Heez, but yah. on a lighter note. I actually understood the meaning of the song fully coz of him.

Truthfully, i was close to tears listening to it the first time after he shared with me his story. If i were to just listen blatantly to the song, it wouldn't have mattered.

so yah. a short extract ..

the angels they burn inside for us
are we ever
are we ever gonna learn to fly
the devils they burn inside of us
are we ever gonna come back down
come around
I'm always gonna worry about the things that could make us cold

Though it's not directly affecting me Zee, I can sense how you feel.
And i'd be here to listen.
Besides, that's what friends are for right?

eh yah. and plz heh. bubble gum from mlysia jangan lupe. nyeahh.
...............

Someone's getting married.

Heez.

Congratulation Nin.

too bad im not close to you anymore la.
I wanna be the flower girl !~

Ahakz. lupekan saje niat tu heh lin.
Nyeah. Bluekz.
.................

* he just cross my mind *

=) Zul.

Hehe. i love him. even more than you think. even more than i ever thought i could love a guy.

I was never afraid of losing someone.
till the day he came.
and rob me off my heart.

Vivocity. Kinder surprsie. 3 Needles.

19th Dec 2006

I'm in love.

i know you know.

*still smiling*

................

Century Square ( 20th Dec 2006 )

Fatimah.

i want that GAP sweater.

=( but don't think gonna get it anytime soon.
investing on something for 29th dec.

heh. u know i know.he dunnoe.
hush hush. ahakx.

I'm just hoping his soccer training don't end too late.
I'm so risking it la.

I don't care haha.

That perfect fit. Hehe. ( 15th Dec 2006 )

...........

Now that i've thought too much.
and poured way more.
i shall shut up now.

and.

if you are v confused,

i really don't blame you.

hehe. coz honestly, i am myself.

toodlez ppl. bluekx!

. End .

- LianaLin -

Pinky_Brain_Elymra _ b l o g g e d _ @ 11:46 PM |

Recaps

Saturday, December 16, 2006

Everytime the year is going to end, i will have a big reflection what i have done throughout the year. As my brain filters,there are words typing out from my brain like "I wish I could..", "I could have..", "Why i never.." and etc..this is what we called REGRETS..Well what is done is done..What is over get over it..Move on with life and append your new year resolution as the year increase by 1.

I am not really a resolution person but I do make one resolution every year when the clock strike 12midnight on 31December. But deep in my thick brain keep on reminding me that i will never carried out the resolution..lol So why I set a resolution for myself well I also not very sure about that. *Smack Head*

Of all the regrets i have, these two words would be in bold and they are Love and Failure.

Love
Everyone will face dis at least once in their life or everytime. And that is
Am I doing the right thing?
Is he the one?
Am I happy with him?
What am I doing?
Can I see the future with him?
and do I still love him?..
these questions always been floating around my mind but i always pushed it away because i will confirmed and reconfirmed again to myself that im doing ok and it is good and all.

After awhile when these questions just keep on appearing in your mind and situation just fall into places, it is just time to let out. After letting it out, there are abit of guilty feelings in your heart. But the answers somehow will make you feel better. And again everything is alright.
He loves me..

Failure
Sins
More Sins..
and it just adding up and piling up..

Failed in doing my devotion to God. It is hard to change when there is saying doing bad is easy den doing good. Nevertheless, I never stop believe in HIM. Everytime I make a promise to HIM somehow I will always break my own promises. HE must be pretty mad at me right now but HE will Forgive because there are always a room for people like me to change. HE will be waiting for me..

Humans are not perfect.
Imperfections are Us.
Mistakes are to be made and from there we will learn.

Well there is always new year resolution to start...*giggles*
Hmmz..
What will be my new to append resolution for dis year would be?hekhek :P *SOTOPID*

Signing off
Elmyra Azaliah

Pinky_Brain_Elymra _ b l o g g e d _ @ 4:06 PM |

.i miss iSk.

Sunday, December 10, 2006

i miss iSk i miss iSk

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.hes de onli special one in my heart.
.i dun want anione else, except him.

-LiNNie-

Pinky_Brain_Elymra _ b l o g g e d _ @ 7:44 PM |

- yada. yada.. -

Saturday, December 09, 2006

Lately I've been dampened by so many setbacks.
And it sucks you see.

And I'm not complaining.

coz I know it's life and all.
But at the very moment I want to free myself from all the catastrophe for a while,
Forget everything else and compose myself

( - by meeting him ),

Try my best not to say/do anything wrong.
It feels like I'm letting him down pulak.

It's just that..
I don't see happy from him.
It was just inexpressive.

It's just a blank i see.
And it's so frustrating.
Coz I can't do anything.

I'm so disappointed .. probably in myself.
- Yet again seh.

Do you get it?

I just want perfect.
I'm sorry if it wasn't.
I was really really trying.
Honest.

He said i'm a Melancholic.
Maybe la heh.

..........

For some reason, scanning back through this entry, I don't really understand myself.
Heh. I won't blame you if you don't either la.

Ahakz.

I feel tons better now. Thank you.

I'm done
.. and I still love boyfriend.

. End .

- LianaLin -

Pinky_Brain_Elymra _ b l o g g e d _ @ 11:28 PM |

.non-stop worries.

Friday, December 08, 2006

people in my life..in fact special people..got sick one by one.
it has been a non-stop worries week for me.
mom, fatimah and boyfren. n syawal, has been discharged.

wif fatimah nt ard, itz hard for liana n me to do our project. coz we know nuts bout de joomla thing. we feel so handicapp w/o fatimah. haiz..