Recaps
Saturday, December 16, 2006
Everytime the year is going to end, i will have a big reflection what i have done throughout the year. As my brain filters,there are words typing out from my brain like "I wish I could..", "I could have..", "Why i never.." and etc..this is what we called REGRETS..Well what is done is done..What is over get over it..Move on with life and append your new year resolution as the year increase by 1.
I am not really a resolution person but I do make one resolution every year when the clock strike 12midnight on 31December. But deep in my thick brain keep on reminding me that i will never carried out the resolution..lol So why I set a resolution for myself well I also not very sure about that. *Smack Head*
Of all the regrets i have, these two words would be in bold and they are Love and Failure.
Love
Everyone will face dis at least once in their life or everytime. And that is
Am I doing the right thing?
Is he the one?
Am I happy with him?
What am I doing?
Can I see the future with him?
and do I still love him?..
these questions always been floating around my mind but i always pushed it away because i will confirmed and reconfirmed again to myself that im doing ok and it is good and all.
After awhile when these questions just keep on appearing in your mind and situation just fall into places, it is just time to let out. After letting it out, there are abit of guilty feelings in your heart. But the answers somehow will make you feel better. And again everything is alright.
He loves me..
Failure
Sins
More Sins..
and it just adding up and piling up..
Failed in doing my devotion to God. It is hard to change when there is saying doing bad is easy den doing good. Nevertheless, I never stop believe in HIM. Everytime I make a promise to HIM somehow I will always break my own promises. HE must be pretty mad at me right now but HE will Forgive because there are always a room for people like me to change. HE will be waiting for me..
Humans are not perfect.
Imperfections are Us.
Mistakes are to be made and from there we will learn.
Well there is always new year resolution to start...*giggles*
Hmmz..
What will be my new to append resolution for dis year would be?hekhek :P *SOTOPID*
Signing off
Elmyra Azaliah
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