Tuesday, March 27, 2007
" Please let my plans prevail on the 10th.
Soo much effort. So close.
yet I could so easily lose grasp on it just like tt. "
- thus I found myself chanting this over and over again.
I don't enjoy being unsure.
But..
If he lands himself a job by then,
and though I'd be on wits end,
- I'd be happy for him
and the plans wouldn't matter anymore.
That's the least I could do / feel,
for his 20th birthday.
That's how much I love you, love.
- LianaLin -
Saturday, March 24, 2007
dear jess sugarplum-nono shes nt my lesbian partner laa. we r straight but we juz luv each other.
it was a nice catchin up wif uu after sumtyme of biskot-ting. hehehe. u noe wat ? i miss ur presence back here in spore laa darling. haiyah..
Jess darling, sori but i need to spill cum beans over here. shes one sensitive gerl hu luvs to cry at de end of love movies-a walk to remember, de serendipity, de story of us and if onli. she recommended me dese movies laa. hehehe. hw sweet.
hahaha. while i'm posting dis entry, shes waiting for me "patiently" on de msn for 20mins. haha. she didnt noe wat i was up to.
.our conversation.
.tryin our bez to hide our tummies.heh.
.my dreams, are my fantasies-Jessica Amelia Jansen, 24/03/07.
-LiNNie-
Friday, March 23, 2007
Firstly, HELLO MY DEAR GERLS-FATIMAH & LIANA! hehehe.
i noe, fatimah n liana hv been saein it lotz of times. so, i'm juz gonna sae it again. I MISS UU GERLS! hehe. at last we met up juz nw even for awhile. dirty talks ehh. haha. mulut jahat sehh korang. lol.
life has been ok for me. werked alot last wk until i had to face a TOTALLY crappy incidents laa.
blardy hell. watever it is, my frens did cheered me up-esp on sundae. *nona..hint hint* kekeke.
dat sundae was great laa. it was so much better at werk. doin breakers wif nona, syuk n dadly.
n to sum1..hu actualli came down to pasir ris juz to make sure i'm ok after dose shits, thankz uu.
-tuesdae 20/3/07-
went out to picnic wif my ex-boyfren. if sum of uu thinks dat itz ISK. nono.itz NOT him. it was a promise to celebrate his realli belated bdae. being a nicey me, sweet me. cehhh. i cooked for himm sherpherd's pie. n..n..i surprised him wif dis chocolate classico frm four leaves. hehe. eii..i sang for him a bdae song sehh. wif my crappy voice. kwang3. happi belated 22nd dear ex-boyfren. eating de sherpherd's pie, actualli reminded me of de past wen i was wif him back in 2003 ? tell me i hv a good memory. coz i cooked for him de same thing on his 17th bdae!
ok..can i just let out sum steam here ? itz bugging me laa.
-i dun deny dat u use to be sum1 special in my life. sum1 i couldnt let go of. but to think bout it again, wat u hv done to me, used me, lied to me, nw i realize i was naive laa. realli naive. u noe wat ? i dun hate uu. but i juz wish dat u werent part of me at a pt of time.
lookin at ur pics wif herr made me think. u said u still hv feelings for me, yet u neva eva put our pics together on frenster juz coz u wanna keep it low profile. wth. lame. u said u neva had ani rltshp wif her, but u still cared so much for her. dis is wat happens if ur boyfren has a GERL as their bezfren.
lookin at ur pics wif dose drinks n places made me think. u said u dun drink n club. haha. furny sak. ur juz a totally BIG LIAR. yes u are a bigg one. ur EGO. yes u r ego. you said smth but u do smth else.
n i still remember wat u said to me wen we broke up.
me: wat would uu do if i juz disappear frm ur life ?
uu: i'll look for uu until i can find uu.
one werd BULLSHIT! yes itz BULLSHIT ISKANDAR.
u want to enjoy ur life so much...go enjoy till u dropp dead. goodbye to uu ISKANDAR. leave me alone.
heh. sori ppl. juz need to let it go ahh. dis is wat happen if uu love sum1 too way too much. but in de end ur treated like shit.
*p.s Fatimah: dun forget our pressies ok ? n enjoy ur holidae at vietnam!
Liana: makin sihat! hahahaha. kwang3. tk laa. dun forget to put sunblock tmr ok!
-LiNNie-
Hey Heyy...
Seriously i cant wait later to meet u girls...
Have this feeling to hug and kiss u girls when i get to see u later
Hahaha coz i miss u girls so so very much.........
Praying for FADZLIN to score for tht paper today. Hope she is doing well wif tht paper!!
So where r we meeting? hmmz shld b starbux rite? of coz lah..craving
Btw i received a letter from TP and the letter said that
i GRADUATED lolx...weeeweee....hahax..
Now have to start to look for jobs.. mangkuk.IDEAL job??? no IDEA!! mangkukx2
eh it ryhmes IDEAL IDEA??does it ryhme? ntah..lol.
Thanks to LIANA,
im hook to Way back to Love Song...
argh i want to watch music and lyrics !!! damn...
You guyz must b hook to tht song too once u guyz hear it...
About 1mth or so im pretty bumped at HOME..
Bored BORED BROKE tooo..hehe
So finally im going to b away from dis SATURDAY-TUESDAY hehe holiday to Vietnam..
So going to miss u gurls more..XsobX XsobX
Take care and do get into trouble gurls hehe..
Nothing much to update..but juz want to update..
Movies You shld Watch
-Music and Lyrics
-TMNT
-Mr Bean
-The Lives of others
-Haunted School
-The Messenger
Songs You shld Listen
-Akon = Dont Matter
-Hugh Grant = Way back to Love Song
-Chris Daughtry = Home (most of his album song is nice)
-Save Ferris = Under 21(love all songs from save ferris)
-Ok go = Here it goes again
-Muse = Starlight
-Mr Skillz and his crazy girls = I know u like me
-The Red Jumpsuits = Face Down
-Fall out Boy = This Ain't A Scene, It's An Arms Race
-The Fellings = Love it when you call
-DOINK-
signing off
Thursday, March 22, 2007
You know the feeling ..
and though everything feels okay after that.
for some reason, that bitter aftertaste just refuse to go away.
That's exactly how I'm feeling.
..........
Anyway.Here's a nice song from Music and Lyrics.
Just so you know, It's a very sweet movie. =)
I've been sleeping with a cloud, above my bed
I've been lonely for so long
Trapped in the past, I just can't seem to move on
I've been hiding all my hopes and dreams away
just in case I ever need them again someday
I've been setting aside time
to clear a little space in the corners of my mind
All I wanna do is find a way back into love
I can't make through without a way back into love
Oh-oh
I've been watching
but the stars refuse to shine
I've been searching
but I just don't see the signs
I know that it's out there
there's gotta be something for my soul somewhere
I've been looking for someone to shed some light
Not somebody just to get me through the night
I could use some direction
and I'm open to your suggestions
All I wanna do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart again
I guess I'm hoping that you'll be there for me in the end
There are moments when I don't know if it's real
or if anybody feels the way I feel
I need inspiration
Not just another negotiation
All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart to you
I'm hoping you'll show me what to do
and if you'll help me to start again
you know that I'll be there for you in the end
- LianaLin -
Sunday, March 18, 2007
Hello world. Hello girls. =)
Let's start.
Boyfriend's birthday is coming and I'm pretty much panic-ing coz apparently my initial plan had to be chucked aside after considering certain components of the day. Haiz.
I'm not gonna spill out the whole event for that day just yet - coz Tommie, I know you'd be reading this ahakz.
23 days to go.
* it'd be good - it'd be good - it'd be good *
I just realized how useless Yahoo! search engine is - as compared to Google. I could not get an accurate detail of any information I was searching for in Yahoo! at all these days. Today, sad to say, i'm declaring my feelings of prejudice over Yahoo! search though my judgement is pretty premature.
I've officially been Google-ed.
* shakes head *
Heh. I'm being extra general in expressing myself today, aren't i. haha. shits.
What a stupid post. I'm wondering why I even started this entry in the first place haha. *rolls on the floor*
p.s . Linnie, me and fatimah miss you laa. You better spare some time for us ahhh youuu!~ *haiyakkk - bish*
- LianaLin -
Sunday, March 11, 2007
Hee. yeah. It's been a while. Ahakz.
I've been fidgeting to blog and rant but the new Google blogger really got on my nerves faster than I could publish any of my posts - thus, I gave up and decided to wait another day hoping my ranting machine would not give way anytime soon. If you get what I mean.
Nyeah.
Anyhooz. If this entry gets through, thank you god. okay here goes.
Here are a few outdated pictures I didn't get to publish before. Valentine's Day was really really nice. Hee, thanks boyfriend for cooking. You're the sweetest la. Yeah, and we had our very own picnic at Vivo City haha. It was beyond words.
The gift I made him which took my whole night to compile haha. Effort ahh.
The spaghetti was good la Tommie.
From where we sat, our view overlooked the sea. Very nice.
Heh. Very well prepared boyfriend.
Good Vibration Festival
My chicken got ran over by a car. *sob* The eyes pop out laa..
The GVF was awesome in the beginning, but when Saw Loser performed at the start of the festival, rain came pouring down pretty bad. Not many stayed to watch the very hyped up band. What a pity la - so me and Tommie, being very supportive spectators decided to stand in the rain in front of the stage just to make sure the band know they're being heard haha. wth. Saw Loser was great la. I've gained a personal respect for the way they play. Kudoos.
On the other hand, Electrico was a disappointment. That's all I could say. And the rest of the different genre of bands performing were a big fat joke. The one genre I least expected to enjoy ( raggae ) , actually made me sway. haha. *rolls on the floor* . The Festival was amusing, as much as I was hoping I would enjoy, I actually thank god I got the tickets for free and not just blew 60bucks on a ridiculous gig.
So we spent time pasting stickers on ourself, while waiting for the stupid trance song to end.
Result of Tommie's artpiece. Ahakz.
Heh. And this is a very promiscuous picture la. Boyfriend, your jersey really really made me smile. hehe. It was a very very sweet surprise. =)
The most recent event was my trip to Genting Highlands. hehehehe. I had the best time of my life. Thanks boyfriend, thanks Alfie, and thanks Hannah for being there with me. More trips to come?? hehehe. And I need more pictures la. These were the only pictures that got captured on my phone. Crap right? My phone died on me on the second day laaa! bugger~!
** Hannah I want the rest of the pics can ?? hehe **
The very long coach ride. Heh, girls, I made it ahhh! ahakz..
LianaLin. Tommie
Hannah. Alfie
City of entertainment indeed.
That's not our hotel la. Our hotel is beside it. First World Hotel.
Hehe. The year have so far given me a phenomenal start. Oh god, please give me many more superb memories to come.
Nyeah, Ey girls, hehehehe, when we gonna have our overseas trip pulak heh?? Hehe. Bangkok anyone?? and and I just realized we have been down on camwhoring lately. =( i miss those days. i miss you girls already laa.
I'll be back for more. If Google Blogger loves me enough. heez.
- lianalin -
