Heh. It's been a while laa kan.
Anyway..
I just want to wrench my heart out with this entry.
Coz honestly, I'm feeling pretty darn emo-tic
My dear Tommie.
Tommie is serving the nation.
and i never thought I'd take it so hard.
Sending him off was excruciatingly difficult..
It sucks laaa.
I knw it sounds cliche and shits.
People saying its only ns and stuff.
and i shudnt get so depressed over it.
But so what if i am??
It's ridiculous sehhh.
If you've never gone through it.. just zip it cann...
And if u have, and ur still commenting abt the same thing..
ur either lying..
or u just don't knw how it feels like to be so attached, and in love w someone laa..
So u people also zip it laa... cannn?
Ape la sehhh.
Give me that kind of remarks for wad???
Eurghhh....
But I'm thankful to have supportive friends ard me.
They're always there.
And yahh.. Fatimah laa.
That day u were there w me at starbucks,
it really meant a lot to me sehh..
I really needed someone to be there to keep my mind off things
and you were there..
terime kasih ye.. *huggies*
Haiz..
That day when i sent him off..
I had to put u a strong front coz the parents were there.
But to be honest. I really wasn't.
I wanted to hold him.
I just wanted to feel him just for a while.
But we can't.
And at the very last few moments,when we said our goodbyes..
I turned for the last time,
...
but he never looked back to look at me..
and tears just started filling up laa sehh.
....
I was like soo sedih laa..
I was at my down...
My lowest...
And i had a 2 hr journey back home from Tekong to Tamp.
Without him.
That day was a nightmare.
Haiz..
Anyway,Fadzlin..Wkakakakka..
Thanx heh, that song from ur previous entry made me cry la. You know, I like pandai2 laa go to our blog to make myself feel better .. Hehehe,kire nak bace merepek korang semua.. dennn I saw ur entry and terus the song played on... Fadzlinnn I heard it right after I send Tommie off to Tekong laa!!! *sob sob*
"When you walk away I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now..."
and that was exactly what I did.
Alahhhhhhhh..
Zul.. I miss u sehhhh...!!
- LianaLin -
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