.goodbye.
Wednesday, December 03, 2008
It's a shame that it had to be this way
It's not enough to say I'm sorry
It's not enough to say I'm sorry
Maybe I'm to blame
Or maybe were the same
But either way I can’t breathe
Either way I can’t breathe
All I had to say is goodbye
Were better off this way
Were better off this way
I'm alive but I’m losing all my drive
Cause everything were been through
And everything about you
Seemed to be a lie
A guiltless twisted lie
It made me learn to hate you
Or hate myself for letting it pass by
All I had to say is goodbye
Were better off this way
Were better off this way
All I had to say is goodbye
Were better off this way
Were better off this way
And every, everything isn't only
What it seemed so hold these
Words that you never told me
Its time to say goodbye
Its time to say goodbye
Its time to say goodbye
Goodbye
Take my hand away
Spell it out
Tell me I was wrong
Tell me I was wrong
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LianaLin,
Thank you. Your post touched me and made me tear. It made me think of what went wrong between me & him.
I wanted to see the world.
I wanted you to see the world.
I wanted to meet new people.
I wanted you to meet new people too.
But...
I wanted you to be with me.
& I noe datz what you wanted too.
At the same time...
I blinded myself to see you being right there in front of me.
Refusing to accept the fact that you were ACTUALLY there.
I know how much pain I have put you through.
I know how much I have made you cried.
With...
All .... I'm just lost of words ....
I failed to make you happy for the 3rd time..
You were just like Liana.
She waited for Zul.
You waited for me.
Zul came back, but not me.
Am I such a failure in this ?
As you slowly walked away that morning, till now, our memories are still in my heart.
All I wanted from you is to keep those memories close to your heart. But you chose to return it all back to me. It is like throwing the shits back at my face.
Liana, you are one strong woman. Proud of you.
*Memories are meant to be kept & not thrown away*
-LiNNie-
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