.loosing my senses.
Saturday, November 29, 2008
My tears run down like razorblades
And no, I'm not the one to blame
It's you ' or is it me? And all the words we never say
Come out and now we're all ashamed
And there's no sense in playing games
When you've done all you can do
But now it's over, it's over, why is it over?
We had the chance to make it
Now it's over, it's over, it can't be over
I wish that I could take it back
But it's over
I lose myself in all these fights
I lose my sense of wrong and right
I cry, I cry
It's shaking from the pain that's in my head
I just wanna crawl into my bed
And throw away the life I led
But I won't let it die, but I won't let it die
But now it's over, it's over, why is it over?
We had the chance to make it
Now it's over, it's over, it can't be over
I wish that I could take it back
I'm falling apart, I'm falling apart
Don't say this won't last forever
You're breaking my heart, you're breaking my heart
Don't tell me that we will never be together
We could be, over and over
We could be, forever
I'm falling apart, I'm falling apart
Don't say this won't last forever
You're breaking my heart, you're breaking my heart
Don't tell me that we will never be together
We could be, over and over
We could be, forever
It's not over, it's not over, it's never over
Unless you let it take you
It's not over, it's not over, it's not over
Unless you let it break youIt's not over
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It went wrong once.
It went wrong the 2nd time.
I wonder what went wrong for the 3rd time.
Is it you ? Or is it just me ?
Is it because I don't want to let go of the past ?
Please tell me what, why, who and how ?
Why can't appreciate your presence ?
When you decided to let go, why do I feel the emptiness ?
WHY ???!!!
I am not myself. I can't decide. I can't think.
I'm loosing my senses.
-LiNNie-
Pinky_Brain_Elymra _ b l o g g e d _ @ 9:45 AM |
.loosing time & hope.
Wednesday, November 26, 2008
I don't wanna drag it here.
Too many outstanding billings, too many credit notes to settle. And it's the end month when finance are doing their closing.
I tried to much to be "perfect" in the billing, yet, I have to issue credit notes. The HE don't want to sign the CN as he wants ME to verify with CSM. When HE is the ACCOUNT HOLDER for CSM. The recurring problems were brought up to the CEO.
The BOSS helped me verbally, not SHOW me. THANKS. Finance people are now "chasing" me for the outstanding invoices and credit notes.
To make it worse, I flunked my ACCOUNTING exam - which means I have to REPEAT the module with REPEAT FEES.
The failure has dampen me.
I'm feeling too pressurized & stressed by all these.
This semester just has too many DEADLINES. I'm stuck here NOwhere.
I'm loosing my patience each day.
I'm loosing time and hope.
.Dun test my tiny bit of patience that I'm left with right now. Period.
*To the following ppl: Shikin, Hidah, Fahmi, Azhari, Ijan & Abg Wadi - thank you, for at least listening to me ranting on and on about all these shits*
-LiNNie-
Pinky_Brain_Elymra _ b l o g g e d _ @ 11:05 PM |