Thursday, August 10, 2006
What more can I say. I can never be in the mood for National Day.
Eurghh.
Some might just not get what I am trying to convey in this entry so it doesn't matter. Don't bother reading if you get lost halfway through. I just want to get it out of my system.
Haiz. At this moment, time is going excruciatingly slow. The words " I'm dead " kept on recurring in my head. And it really is killing me la. I've got so many projects due and I freaking envy my friends who are finishing their SIP this friday.
That's a factor I'm pulling my hair over.
Besides that, I'm just messed up.
This message is subjected to someone --- Please, I don't know why, but somehow you always have to appear in my life somewhere. I've let you go, please understand this. Being nice and trying to be friends with someone I am close with now scares me shits. Don't you understand? Don't make me hate you. Please.
I need a timeout. Somehow noone really know what's going on in my head. Please, don't predict, don't conclude. My life is not freaking perfect. And NO i am not crying inside la. - huh? Nyeah. Haiyoo.
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Okay so lately, my mood have gone through more downs than ups. PMS - probably. So if I ever offended anyone - esp Zack, I'm sorry. I won't deny that at this junction I'm acting overly sensitive la. I don't mean to hurt, just that at that point perhaps I just wanted pefection after all these shits I'm foolishly contemplating. And when I get an answer which disappointed me in a way, it just hit a nerve, thus sending signal for my sensitivity.
Bleah.
Haiz, Fucking emo shits right ahakz.
... Yes anyway, to those Starbucks junkiez like me
* hehehe * note to self, don't get your drinks at the outlet at Raffles City. Seriously sloppy service. Geez.
To Elmyra: * hugs * I'll follow you to claim your warranty for the camera okay. Don't worry. Thing's gonna be fine. Smile la. Anyway, the prata just now sux right? Shessh.
To Zooorah: I miss you la. * sob * Hurmmmmm. When want to catch up eh? Let's go survey some other cafe outlets soon. You don't forget me la you.
To Linnie: You are.. forever MIA. Lerrr, lunch tomorrow?
Nevertheless people, Happy Belated National Day.
* hehehe * note to self, don't get your drinks at the outlet at Raffles City. Seriously sloppy service. Geez.
To Elmyra: * hugs * I'll follow you to claim your warranty for the camera okay. Don't worry. Thing's gonna be fine. Smile la. Anyway, the prata just now sux right? Shessh.
To Zooorah: I miss you la. * sob * Hurmmmmm. When want to catch up eh? Let's go survey some other cafe outlets soon. You don't forget me la you.
To Linnie: You are.. forever MIA. Lerrr, lunch tomorrow?
Nevertheless people, Happy Belated National Day.
Thanks Elmyra, Zul and Indra. National Day this year was not that bad bacause of you people. Looneys! wakakaka.
Ouh yes, I watched Ungu Violet the second time today. It's a really touching Indonesian show. Hehe Note yourself on this movie oki. Get the dvd if you pass it or something.
And and, you'd be insane if you miss
The Fast and the Furious : Tokyo Drift . Even if you don't follow up, just go catch it. It's worth it. And guys, if you think you want to start drifting after the show, pleasee la. Haha. Go get your license first. And And people, Singapore ??? helooooo. Shessh. Wakakakaka. No offence. * huge grin *
Good night people. Ey it's raining! hehe. Perfect!
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