.completely complicated.
Saturday, January 06, 2007
how shall i begin ? itz gettin more complicated.
i was messed up in a few ways. i was out wif a fren, man, recently. n i had dis sudden feeling of missing him, hes attached btw. itz crazy. i cant help it but i told him de truth dat i missed him. luckily he was kinda ok wif it laa. after i told him bout de shits..i felt better.
messed up ? heres more.
i'm startin to learn to let go of a lost loved one. wen i'm about to let go, he came back, be nice to me n everything. n dere i go again...all weak in de knees..dere i go again...feelin all in love wif him all over again...yes at a certain pt i wish dat we'll be together again or maybe we are still together. FAT HOPE. coz..i felt sum1 is being a barrier between us. it made me dislike her sooo much. i'm getting NUMB to de hurt dat u gonna cause me or u caused me.
de bottom line is: no pt me being wif him again if i cant accept his bezfren.
r u feeling messed up as i am ?
single yet complicated ? very true. missing fren hus currently attach ?..still lovin de ex-boyfren, iSk ?..n at de same time..liking sum1 so much ?...n i think..i'm slowly falling in love wif him..? ok i need help sum1...die laaaa. i think i'm seriously slowly falling in love wif him..ok kill me nw...
u tell me..single yet complicated ?
*fatimah & liana, u understand my entry nw? wakakaka*
-LiNNie-
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